"I think I can.." "what?" "I think I can love you."
in which friends since middle school takes their friendship into adulthood. but they also take their bond to be a more stronger one but one person is a bit hesitant to start something new.
"no this scene is going to get crazy" telling my friends. we decided on all of us having a movie night with all kinds of junk food and candies.
when the movie was coming to an end I started talking about it with hyunjin. after a while we started laughing about our favorite scenes but then we went back to eating the rest of our food.
I could see minho staring at me from the corner of my eye. he was staring when I was talking to hyunjin too.
weird.
I try to talk to him after the fact incase he's upset to try and cheer him up "hey min what was uour favorite part of the movie??" I ask turning towards him but instead he just looks at me for a second and just walks off to his room.
weird again
the other boys saw the whole interaction so I just ask questions not really looking for an answer because, well, it's minho he's hard to figure out most days.
"is he mad at me or something? I mean what did I do?" which cause the other boys to look at each other with this "is she being for real?" "why are you guys staring at each other like that?" I ask. I hear jisung sigh "what did you do?! really laya?" he says "I'm dead serious" I say "lay don't you understand that minho has this crazy crush on you." he says "oh stop he does not!!" I say honestly shocked ji would say something like that.
"really? because from what I saw he left because you were talking to hyunjin. which you guessed it, isn't him." he says "ok this is crazy-" I say "ok maybe it's crazy and out of one's mind-" he says but I cut him off "I'll say." "but just look really closely laya. it's right there in between the lines." jisung says. I just stay quiet for a second.
"you guys are still crazy." I say getting up "absolutely clueless" chan says shaking his head.
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after a while of letting minho calm down I decide to go to his room. I knock on his door and can faintly hear a "come in" so I open the door to see him laying down throwing a ball in the air once he sees it's me he sits up on the edge of his bed. "hey.." I say sitting next to him "hi" he says back. I sigh not really knowing how to start what I wanna say but I just throw words out in hopes to put them together so both he and I can get what I'm trying to say.
"look I just wanted to say that I'm sorry it's just.. there's very few people I let in my circle and not just like "oh hey your on the edge!" I mean like-" "go on." he says cutting me off "right, anyways you guys are in that circle I mean I have felix, seungmin, chan and everyone else and I just want to know if.. you still want to be in my circle.." I say turning to look at him.
he smiles slightly "I do." he says "ok great. just.. making sure" I say smiling at him. i go to hug him but he moves back a little "what are you doing?" he asks "could you just shut up and accept my hug?" I say finally getting him to hug me.
"there you goooo! see?" I say "oh shut up"
" so tell me more about the movie" I say "it's insanity" he says I nod "typical minho saying" I laugh.
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"minho!!! wake up!!! the sunrise is so pretty and.. it's pink !!!" I say trying to wake up minho "you know what else is pretty? my bed. I'm not getting up." minho says in his deep morning voice. "oh come onnnn minho have some fun" I say trying to drag him out his bed "i find fun in sleeping-" "oh really you'll get dressed to watch the sunrise with me??? so sweet of you min really" I say "i hate you with every fiber of my being." he says finally getting up from his bed. "rude." I say
he finally gets dressed still half asleep I drag him outside "I miss my bed." he says "you'll see it later come on" I say leading him to a near by hill that overlooks the whole city. we finally sit down looking at the sunrise and the city "it's so pretty up here" I say "it is kinda pretty" minho say but when I go to look at him his eyes were dead set on me.
I laugh " why are you looking at me?" I ask he shakes his head "no reason." he says "alright just as long as you look at the sunrise too." I turn back looking at the city. but he was still staring for a good ten seconds.
"you know what else would bring joy in this??" I ask min "sleep?" he asks "it will not kill you to wake up early min! but what I was going to say is food!!" I say getting up from the grass "where are you going?" he asks looking up at me "to get food?? I'm dying here come on" I say lending a hand to pick himself up from the ground.
we then make our way to a convenience store to get snacks and maybe some ice cream for the others. after we get snacks we walk around the city "wasn't this fun?" I ask "crossing out the waking up early part I guess." he says "well sure" I say knowing he would say that.
"oh my gosh!! look at the jewelry in that store can we go in please pleasee!??" I ask minho with my hands together "ok fine but only a few minutes and no buying anything." he says clearly "grumpy pants." I say before entering the shop.
we look around for a few but then I saw the most beautiful bracelet ever.
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"oh.my.god. min look at this bracelet it's so beautiful." I say signaling him over "oh yeah that's nice" he says "I'm coming back for you" I said to the bracelet as we finished browsing the shop. minho had to practically drag me out.
we then went home and ate our snacks then watched some tv for the rest of the day.
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I don't know how to feel about this one but it's still alright for me. love you tons !! thanks for reading 💗
