0.8 "how to keep wanting without ever getting"

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continuing from the last chapter

"hey is it the food? your taking too-"

"madelyn?"

"what are you doing here?" minho asks "um.. hi" madelyn says "madelyn.. what are you-" I ask but suddenly cut myself off because of the pure shock and have no other words for the situation at hand here. "can I come in?" madelyn says looking at minho. "sure.." minho says but then looking back at me for permission to which I nod at "I came here to talk to you and if it's ok I want to talk to minho in private" madelyn says looking at me "sure yea" I say before going in my room putting my ear against the door because I'm dying not knowing what they're talking about.

*minho's pov*

"couch?" I ask leading madelyn to sit down so we can talk like she wants. I honestly have no clue what she's doing here, the last time I saw her she was leaving now almost five months later she's back? I just have so many questions and I feel like I need answers to every single one of them. suddenly I'm sucked out my head by madelyn's voice "I know this is unexpected and I'm sorry for just showing up no warning but I just want to say I'm sorry.. for leaving you countless of times especially in the times you needed someone there and that... you can count on me now. I'm really ready minho I'm all in this time." she says to which I'm begin to be so confused at. is she asking to get back together?

"what do you mean you're ready?" I ask "to get back together. come on minho let's take off and go. come with me. I found this amazing job in new york and if I get it we can both move to new york together I-" she says with a smile. "no madelyn I can't.. I'm with laya now." I finally say to which she immediately drops her smile. "oh." she says "you're just too late." I say getting up from my spot on the couch "guess so." she says in a cold, mean tone. "I'll get out you and.. laya's hair, bye minho." madelyn says before going out the door.

*no one's pov*

I suddenly hear the door close and I assume that madelyn had left so I open the door to my room to go and ask minho what all that was about "hey.. everything ok?" I ask going up to him "yea don't worry everything's ok pretty." minho says. "so um I don't know if I should ask but what did madelyn say?" I finally ask, with urge and relief leaving my body as the question was already out there, now waiting for its answer. "she told me that she wanted to get back together and that she wanted me to come with her to new york because of this job opportunity she got." he admits "oh.." I say "you have nothing to worry about though  because I told her that I was with you now so she knows." he says holding both my hands. "good" I say as we both pull each other into a hug.

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"so she just showed up? no call or anything saying she would come by?" seungmin asks "nope. nothing at all she was just there." I answer. here we are me and everyone else in the living room enjoying our dinner and discussing what an eventful day it was with all that happened. "I mean it was weird but what had me was the part where she was asking me back" minho says before taking a sip of his drink. "that part really got me too when minho told me after she left." I say adding on to minho. "it's really weird to be honest I mean she comes over in the middle of you guy's relationship and she probably thinks how you guys are doing really good, which you both are." chan says. he's always been kind of a dad in any situation filled with drama like these considering the history minho and madelyn have had in the past.

"what do you think about it laya?" felix asks me suddenly to which makes all the boys turn their attention to me. "well I mean.. I'm not very keen on my boyfriend's ex girlfriend asking him back under the same roof I was in but it is kinda strange I'll agree with chan." I say. "yea chan is right to be honest" minho says "oh my gosh you for once agreed with me" chan says making us laugh "very surprising" I chimed in to which minho gives me a death stare "...horrible joke." I say with my laughter fading as well as my smile intimidated by minho.

"alright I'm full now I cannot eat anymore or ever since I ate so much" jisung says to which I raise my eyebrow at him "ok maybe tomorrow morning but still" he says. "I'm gonna clear these plates is everybody else done?" I ask getting up, everyone answered yes and I start cleaning up.

"I'll help you with those love" minho says taking some plates out of my arms "thank you honey, I'll go clear the cups in the mean time okay?" I say to which he nodded at.

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me and minho are in his room cuddling and holding each other close "are you cold? cause I'm cold" minho asks "how are you cold you feel so warm" I say laughing. then silence fell upon on us but it wasn't awkward or uncomfortable silence. we're just both enjoying each other's company and presence. then earlier today's events start crawling back up in my mind. I have to be honest I don't feel alright about it to say the least and I'm stressed about something and I can't seem to shake it off. I then sigh to actually breathe. but then minho heard me and sensed something was off.

"what's wrong love?" he asks me "oh it's nothing don't worry" I knowingly lie only because I don't want him to worry "you know you can tell me anything right?" He says sitting up a little bit. "yea.. I know" smiling at him "then what's wrong?" he asks once more "it's just- I'm stressed about this whole madelyn stuff and I have no idea about I mean she's gone now so I shouldn't worry right? but I do and I cannot for the life of me shake it off I just can't." I finally confess "oh hun come here" he says opening his arms for a hug which are always what I needed to get through something stressful.

"don't worry so much hm? it's ok and whatever is keeping you from being care free about all this don't let it. or at least try your hardest not to. there isn't anything to be scared over or to worry about. ok? now I can bring you and me some snacks and we can watch a movie yea?" he says. "that would be great." I say smiling "ok great, be right back"

he comes back with the snacks and about an hour into the movie we're watching we fall asleep in each other's arms.

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dramaaaaa finally but thank you for reading
love you tons ofc 💗

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