𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 haven irving is destined for success as a musician with support of her band, but, her love life doesn't have the same luck. she tries to focus on music, desperately trying to forget her past lover and several flings, but one person w...
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☾⋆⁺₊🎧✩°｡༅ JOURNAL ENTRY #4 january 16th
journal,
what the fuck. like what the actual fuck. it feels like i can't catch a break around here.
vinnie and i are still as awkward as ever, of course. because that's just great. but! guess who decided to make a guest appearance at the philly show? JUSTIN DID. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK??? in what world does that make ANY sense??? like the audacity is CRAZY.
it's been a couple hours since then and i can't fall asleep. i'm awake thinking abt all of this bullshit. tour was supposed to be fun and normal, but it's proving to not be as fun nor normal as i thought. and the only factor introduced is vinnie. i don't want to say he's the source of my problems, but how is he not?? is that selfish of me to say? none of this stuff would've happened if vinnie didn't make a guest appearance. i think im mad at him, but what if im just projecting my own anger and insecurities onto him? damn, therapy is teaching me a lot.
even after all of this, i still like vinnie. this entry was supposed to be about j*stin, but NO. vinnie has to ALWAYS be at the forefront of my mind!!! i should NOT be acting this way over a man... but he's vinnie! how could i not?? oh my god it's 2 am i need to wrap this up.
hopefully things lighten up and holy shit i need to tell marcie about this it completely slipped my mind.
goodbye for now, journal!!
-haven
joy speaks!
IM SKRRY FOR BEING GONE FOR SO LONG and this chapter is really short 🤕 im just trying to get back into the swing of things!!
anyway next chapter is gonna be dramatic asf so buckle up 😬
