"Good. great. gentle. That is the man I want to be in her life."
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I blink my eyes in sleep when I felt light tap on my cheek and little moment besides me. Smile immediately made it's way on my lips as I opened my eyes just to see the most beautiful sight in the world.
My world, my angel, my daughter.
My Ava.
I let out soft giggles in victory while clapping her hands together after successfully waking me up. I laughed at that before pecking her whole soft face as she mumbled something grubbish while Giggling.
"Good morning to you too princess." I cooed pecking her tiny nose causing her to sneeze and look at me with doe eyes, I laughed lightly watching her being adorable. her tiny hand held my top in fist and tapped on my chest.
"Num num" she spoke grubbish and melting my heart in instant. I smiled looking at the clock before taking her on my lap. It was almost past time of her feed.
"My baby is hungry? hmm?" I mumbled sliding my top up. She was looking at me and smiled showing her newly form teeths before latching her mouth on my nipple causing me to giggle.
She really must be hungry, how did I woke up so late today? I patted her head but worry wash over me when she cough abruptly spilling the milk from her mouth.
"Slow down bub, mumma isn't going anywhere." I patted her chest and wipe her mouth who again started drinking ignoring my words. Aish this baby!
Smile form on my face as I close my eyes. It's been 11 months I got her and those whole months were more better than the past 11 years of my life.
Maybe I was never intended to give her birth, I never wanted to be teenage parent, I never wanted to get pregnant on first place but nothing was in my hands.
There was nothing in my hand when I was sold to that monster on the label of marriage by my step parents who was nothing but a manwhore, some road side criminal who knew nothing but to force himself on his own wife.
Its not like I never tried to escape but always ended up dragged back, brutally. Eventually I stopped. Afterall in corrupt city full of criminal who will listen to some small teenager. About picking a fight he was enough bulky and ruthless compared to my life less body.
Eighteen years old of my self accepted the defence already given up on myself thinking it was the life I have to live until I got the news of me being pregnant.
That was the hell day I presume hating that I was carrying that monster's child from abuse and rape but the next day I was kicked out of that prisoned hell called house when he got to know about it.
That's when it all started, I felt like I got a new life from that prison just because of my Ava.
I was hating her in my womb but She saved me from the constant abuse made stand on my feet when she wasn't even introduced to the world. Just like the light in my darkness.
