Chapter - 5: Depression

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Every human has a stressful time at one point in their life, and depression doesn't have an age range; an Adult can depressed so do teenagers and children. Most people think kids don't feel stressed or depressed due to their fewer responsibilities compared to an adult; still the problems of weight change in different chapters of your life...

I love the Moon; because even the darkness surrounds it, it always shines brightly in the night sky without fail; even when I close my eyes, I can still feel the light.

Whenever I get depressed I always listen to sad songs; crying makes me calm down, and I feel that the music is hugging me. Sometimes I also ask Yongrui to tell me jokes, he's a funny boy, but mostly both Yongrui and Zhengsheng have the same bad day as me...

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Zhengsheng packed his favorite soup to school today, "Qing Ling, do you want some?", I didn't think twice "Of course" nodded my head and answered him back. He doesn't look very joyful today, although he has RBF..."Are you alright buddy?" I asked him, and of course, he told me okay, no, "Headache, stomachache, the hand is numb, back is hurt, the neck is almost broken, tired, sleepy" That's his motto...

After having lunch, we both went to the soccer field to cheer Yongrui; no matter how bad is your day, we love to make other people have a nice day... "BAI YONGRUI! BAI YONGRUI!" We cheered him with our loudest voice possible, but his team lost against the opponent team 2-0. Yongrui felt disappointed, "Is he disappointed because his team lost or because his crush rejected him?"; no matter what, we calmed him down; and then we went to a noodle shop...

Our parents are close to each other; it feels like a family gathering dinner party, we talked, we laugh and we had fun...

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I am back home, and suddenly I feel like tears falling out from my eyes; depression is like that, it hits out of nowhere, and for no reason at all. Life is complex; I am crying in silence, bearing the pain in my chest, wiping tears with my pillow; when I can't even process the reason for it... Sometimes we don't need a reason for everything, right?...

*12:01 am*

*Lei Zhengshen sent a message ~ Good night Qingling, I'm going to sleep now. sweet dreams*

*Bai Yongrui sent a message ~ Good morning Qingling xD*

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