I think I wish I was sick because then I was still a hopeful case. Something that could be moulded into something you liked. I wish I never the little help I needed because while I might feel less of every negative emotion. I see it being transferred to you.
The hate, the disappointment, i see it iin your eyes. I wish it was my own emotions being reflected back at me but i know it can't be, for I hadn't felt that way in the longest time.
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Just Me Ranting
Non-Fictiondon't read it lmao, it just felt calming to post it as a book or whatever. TW if your sorry ass is reading this, mentions of su!c!dal thoughts and self h@rm.
