football is passion, love is an emotion

Part 4

I wake up with a stretch and yawn. I hear my phone ping . I get the phone if the night stand and see I get a couple of messages. I got one from Beth saying her and Viv have gone to her dads house. Then I see an Instagram  message.

Alessiarusso99: hey how are you feeling? xx

Isabellaramos: im feeeling better thank you how are you feeling?

Alessiarusso99: thats good im alright just getting the house finished, what are your plans for today?xx 

Isabellaramos: Beth and Viv have gone out so im staying in bed  😴🥱xx

Alessiarusso99: you cant stay in bed all day beating yourself up, if you want come to mine i could do with an extra pair of hands with the the painting xx

I think about it, yes, I'm still beating myself up and blaming myself for yesterdays lost, would it be health sitting in bed all day thinking about it, no, do I want to do just that?, yes. I also want to see Alessia, I don't know why, something in me is telling me to go and see her, maybe it's because I know I can't say here all day. 

Isabellaramos: okay, when do you you want me over? xx

Alessiarusso99: when every your ready xx

I read the message and then climb out of bed and shower and get dressed, quickly eat something and then make my way to Alessia's house.

I knock on the front door and wait patiently for Alessia to open. I didn't have to wait long before a smile Alessia is standing at the door. " hey, come in" she smiles and hugs me "thanks" I smile back and return the hug. I step in her house and it's really cute and I can tell what she is aiming for in terms of the way she has decorated and set up the things she has. " I don't have that much right now, I was sharing with Ella when I was at at united" she explains as see me through to the kitchen. " I like it" I smile as I sit on the kitchen stool.  We are mind conversation when there's a knock on the door. " excuse me" Alessia says and goes to get the door, a few moments later she comes back with a bag " I ordered us some Starbucks, I didn't know what you like so I got a selection" she chuckles lightly and hands me a coffee and she opens the bag and pulls out a few snacky bits. " help yourself to what ever" she says " thank you, Lessie" I smile and take a chocolate brownie and pick at it.  

We finish our coffee's " so what room do you want to start or finish" I ask " I'm almost done with the bedroom so we could finish that?" she says more as a question. " sure" I shrug and we make our way to the bedroom. " this could be all cosy when it's finished" I say looking around " yeah, I was thinking of putting led lights around the skirtings and then putting like a wall rug here or something" she says " I have led lights, I will send you the link to the ones I have" I tell her " I'll appreciate that" she smiles. " what wall am I painting" I ask " erm, that one, just paint it all white " she tells me. I pick up a brush and some paint and then get to work.

After a few hours of painting we got Alessia's bedroom done and the hallway and half way through the guest bedroom.  I get hot as I am painting so I take my top off and put it on the floor next to me as I sit on the floor and drink some water.  I see Alessia staring and turn red once I catch her " it's rude to stare Lessie" I smirk " I was just looking at your tattoos" she defends herself and chuckles " what one, I have a lot" I giggle " the one on her stomach" she tells me " oh" I look down at my tattoo on my stomach, its a woman's face split in half and the a demon poking though " did it hurt?" she asked " it wasn't pretty, I can tell you that" I chuckle. " what tattoo hurt the most?" she asked " erm, either the elbows, my stomach one or my toe one" I tell her " you have one on your toe" she chuckles " yeah, I have the word small tattooed and then a smiley face on the nail" I tell her " no you don't" she laughs " I do" I laugh with her " you got me on a wind up, I don't believe you" she laughs even harder " wanna see?" I ask and she shrugs, I take my shoe and sock off and show her " my god" she is pretty much crying with laughter. " his called Dave too" I chuckle and Alessia is rolling on the floor laughing, she gets her phone and records " wait, what did you say your tattoo was called?" she asked still laughing " Dave" I laugh and she pans the camera to my toe and shows the smiley face " why? she asked in amusement " my sister got me a tattoo gun for my birthday and I get bored quite easily" I tell her, she stops recording " can I put that in Insta?" she asked still laughing " sure" I laugh more at the fact she finds it so amusing. I get a notifcation saying that Alessiarusso99 has tagged me in her story. I repost with and put leave dave out of this, lessie.  We spend more time talking about my tattoos and then we finish the guest bedroom.  

" I don't know about you but I'm tired and starving" she moans " me too" I huff " lets order some food" she says " sure" I smile " here, pick something" she says handing me her phone. I scroll to decide what I want once I pick, I hand the phone back to her " you'll have to send me your details I don't have cash" I tell her " don't worry about it" she tells me " Less, you brough coffee and that this morning" I argue " Bella, you came and helped me, just take it as a thank you" she argues back and I sigh " fine, but next time we get food, I'm paying" I tell her " deal" she smiles. 

We chill until the food comes, once the food comes we eat in the kitchen " sorry we have to eat like this, most of my furniture isn't coming for another few days" she says " it's fine Less, you don't have to explain" I tell her and she nods and we continue to eat. We chill for a bit more  " I better get going, it's late and we have training tomorrow" I tell her and she looks at me with a little sadness " okay, thanks for all your help" she smiles and hugs me " thanks for the dinner and coffee" I say hugging her back and I leave and drive home. 

I get home and see that Viv is in the living room " Hola, mi madre adoptiva "( hello, my adoptive mother) I say walking in the room " Hola" she smiles " where's Beth?" I ask sitting down on the other sofa " in bed" Viv simply says " how was your day was Alessia?" Viv smirks and I roll my eyes " it was good, I just helped her decorate" I explain and Viv nods. " you guys have become close quite quickly" Viv says and I look at her " yeah, she's a nice women" I shrug and Viv chuckles " your so into her" Viv laughs " I am not, I'm just being nice, I understand how hard it is to move alone" I tell her and Viv just hums like she doesn't believe me. We spend some time watching tv and then head to bed. 

I lay in bed thinking about what Vivanne said, am I into Lessie or am I just being a friend she needs. I think about, the way I feel around her, the way I feel when we hug. I sigh and just brush it off and try and sleep.