football is passion, love is an emotion

Part 23

I get woken up by Alessia planting small kisses on my face and honestly, I think its by favourite way to wake up. " bueno dias para ti, mi amor ( good morning to you, my love)" I say still half asleep. I feel Alessia freeze, I open my eyes and my brown ones meet her big blue ones and they are wide but soft " what's wrong" I ask fully woke up now " nothing, it's just I haven't heard you say that for a while" she says softly " say what" I asked " mi amor" she says " It just comes naturally when it comes to you" I tell her and she blushes at bit " you're adorable, you know that?" I ask her and I rest my hand on her cheek softly and she melts into my touch. Alessia leans forward and hoovers her lips over mine, not like in a tease way but it was like she was hesitant and even though everything in me wants to grab her and kiss her, I know that she wants to take things slowly. She connects her soft lips to mine and I fall back on the headboard, Alessia straddles me and moves as close as she can, almost like its longing, craving my touch. My hands naturally go to her hips and I pull her closer. Alessia brakes apart and removes her top and kiss me again, and then our alarms go off. Alessia just looks at me like something clicked in her head " I'm going to shower" she says and gets off me and disappears into the bathroom. I get dressed and get my stuff ready for training and then Alessia comes out of the bathroom, her eyes are red like she's been crying " you okay?" I ask " yeah" is all she says and even though I want to ask about it, get her to talk about it I decide not to push it. 

We get to training and Alessia goes straight to Lotte, leaving me confused and alone. I walk into the communal room and find Kim sitting on her phone I talk to Kim for a bit then training begins. 

Why is Alessia now giving me the cold shoulder? what have I done, did I take things to far this morning?, she started it right? she kissed me?. 

I am brought out of my thoughts by Stina running passes me and scoring " Ramos, focus" Jonas shouts " sorry" I say. " yeah Ramos get your head in the game" Katie laughs at her own joke and I flip her off.  Training sucked because all I could think about is this morning and then how Alessia could go from one extreme to another. 

I get out of the shower, get dressed and go to leave, as I leave the changing room I see Alessia walking out of the building." hey, Less can we talk?" I ask her, Alessia doesn't say anything, she just nods and walks into the changing rooms. We sit on one of the benches. " what's going on Less?" I ask her, Alessia just sighs and runs her hand through her hair. " talk to me princesa, what's going on in the pretty head of yours" I ask her " I-I " she struggles to talk " Less, you need to say what you are feeling, what your thinking so we can talk about it because things aren't going to be fixed if we don't communicate" I tell her to try and encourage her. " when we was making out this morning , even though I enjoyed it and wanted to go further, but when those alarms went off, I looked at you and all I could think off was you kissing Ona." she says " how can I help with that, how can we move on from it" I ask her   " I don't really know, I guess you haven't told me what you felt when Ona kissed you, and I guess that's because you were just thinking about me and I was just so angry, hurt and upset. And to be honest scared of what you might say that I didn't ask you and I think because I don't know, it's playing on my mind" she explains " well when Ona kissed me I felt confused mainly, I never done anything to lead her one and she never gave any indication that she might have some sort of feelings for me. Once I realised what happened I felt angry because she knows about you and how much I love you, I guess I never really stated how I felt was because I didn't feel anything towards her. Ona apologised when I saw her at the beach and I believe she's generally sorry, I don't hate her for it, I drew a line in our friendship and that's, that. Less you don't have to worry, I know it's easier said then done but Alessia Mia Teresa Russo you are the only women for me, I will do anything to try and put your mind at ease" I tell her " so you didn't feel anything?" she asked " no, nothing" I tell her and look into her eyes so she knows I'm telling the truth. Alessia sighs " I'm sorry" she says leaning her head on my shoulder " you don't need to be sorry for feeling the way you do about this, next time though just talk me to, please just don't give me the cold shoulder" I say with a light chuckle and Alessia lets a light chuckle out as well. " let's go home, I'm starving" Alessia says " sure" I say and we stand up " your cooking though" she says cheekily " rude" I laugh. We drive back to Alessia's, I cook for us and then we chill before going to bed. 

        

A/N

sorry this chapter was a bit shit but I  have some questions for you guys

1. where should Alessia and Isabella go from here?

2. what would  you guys like to see happen in the story

3. what do you guys think of the Ona situation

4. when I am writing the world cup part of the story should I keep the Spanish the way I do it or should I change it, if so what way? 

I hope your enjoying the story so far.