Jae's world ☆

Jae's bad habits

Jae has bad habits that impact the way his world works. Jae created his world from his dreams, his desires and his needs. Jae has several bad habits: harming himself, not eating, isolating himself, dissociate from himself while sleeping.

Jae's physical injuries.

Jae frequently hurts himself to punish himself or to feel calm. When Jae is overwhelmed, he hurts himself to calm down. Jae used to hurt himself so others would watch. He wanted people to worry about him, he wanted them to care. Jae quickly noticed that no one was paying attention to his scars or burns. Jae finally told himself that he was like a ghost. Jae started harming himself around age 11. He can't remember if he was hurting himself before that.

Jae and his need of silence.

Jae hates noisy places, sometimes he has panic attacks when people are too loud.If Jae hides who he is for too long, he'll need to isolate for a long time. Sometimes Jae forgets that he has been in his room for several days and that he only talks to Francis. Jae likes to hang out with his friends, but when Jae finds himself completely alone, he gets scared. He needs something familiar with him if he needs to isolate himself in public. Jae recently decided to go out with his earphones on even though others were going to stare at him. He doesn't like to go shopping without his earphones. Jae appreciates the calm of his room, it's reassuring. Jae's room is a very important place.

Nap time. ★

Nap times are very important for Jae. These times allow Jae to immerse himself in his world and rest. Jae doesn't have a nap schedule. He goes into his world to imagine himself sleeping, to walk in the forest, to plant flowers, to cook. These activities that Jae likes to do and which bring him a lot of comfort. During naptime, Jae looks for familiar smells/objects because he often has nightmares. These nightmares are flashbacks of shocking things that hurt Jae. He serves Francis, he smells a t-shirt and he rocks on himself to sleep. Jae thinks he's acting like a child, but he really needs this. Without a nap, Jae becomes a little aggressive and sad. He needs to rest.

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Jae has some bad habits he needs to change and other habits he needs to improve.