DIARY OF A NAIVE GIRL highlights the not-so-fun roller coaster story of Augustine Leonora De Vera, as she starts to unravel the truth about her life as time goes by and as she grows up seeing things in a wider perspective ripping her naiveness apart...
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AUGUST 17, 2024
I'm still here.
My last diary entry was actually still not my last, this might be it, this might be not again, no one knows.
He's still not here.
He's still not visiting me here, I know that he knows that I'm here at this point, alam ko na ding tanggap na niya na may sakit ako.
Hindi ko alam, ako 'yung nag-decide na sabihin sa kaniya lahat at ilayo siya sa akin, he even insisted for a couple of times saying na hindi niya ako iiwan, but my ego and decision was not affected. At ngayon na hindi ko na siya nakikita after I did that, I can fell the regret on me, and also that feeling na babalik pa siya dito even pinagtabuyan ko siya.
I ask him to leave but I don't want him to leave, especially now.
I miss him already.
I miss my Karl.
Hindi pa kami matagal together but all I can do right now is just to reminisce everything.
I miss him.
Actually, marami pa sana akong isusulat dito pero ramdam ko na ang ngalay sa kamay ko, I wrote just a couple of words pero ito na ang nararamdaman ko, maybe this is another sign, I think?
But...
Honestly, I'm still hoping, I'm still hoping that one day, he will come back.
Just please not by the time of my funeral.
Comeback more early before that.
Augustine Leonora De Vera 17 years old (I wish this is still 7 years old)
