A/N: Warning! This chapter contains a bitter memory of our little baby Noah. You can skip the part in italics that is his memory and continue with the rest.
Noah's POV
I am currently lying on my bed, looking at the ceiling. It's Sunday today. So much has happened in the past two days, I am completely overwhelmed.
For starters, I found my mate, and my mate did not reject me. Also, I am going on a date with my mate after 6 hours or so.
I found my mate on Friday, during Li's birthday, and after the last conversation about our date, I did not really contact him.
To say I am nervous about today's date is an understatement, but I have put up my strong facade; I cannot show my weak side to anybody, especially an alpha.
Even though he is my other half, I am scared it is going to end up with me getting hurt like I did in the past. Trusting an alpha is the biggest mistake in life. This is something I've learned and carved into my heart.
I can never show my weaknesses to anyone, not even my family.
With all these thoughts going through my head, I did not realize when I fell asleep.
"You shitty omega, you dare to reject your alpha's orders; you need to be taught a lesson.
You still don't know your place, I guess.
Let me show you, you unfilial, ungrateful piece of shit." The Alpha snarled at me.
He walked over to the table in the room and picked up the whip to hit me.
The whip started hitting my skin, and the most dreadful words kept spilling out of his mouth.
"You useless piece of shit."
"You ugly beast."
"You are a disgrace to this pack."
"Now you must have understood why your family didn't want you."
"You worthless thing."
"I don't even understand why people find you worth of playing with."
The words were causing me so much mental pain, and the whips were giving me physical pain, but it was all I deserved for being born, is what I thought.
I was so lost in my thoughts, and I only came back to reality when the whips stopped.
I heard a voice asking, "Why are you hitting him, father? What did he do?"
"This ungrateful brat disrespected me in front of my friend and his pack members; just how disgusting was that experience?"
He was about to hit me, but the future alpha spoke up again: "Father, relax; you should not waste your time on him; I'll handle this matter for you. You can relax; don't ruin your mood for this little rotten piece of meat."
The future alpha bent down and whispered in my ear, "Don't worry, I am not going to hurt you, just saving you from my father. You'll be safe with me."
The Alpha praised his son and left the room.
The future alpha picked me up, took me out of the room, and walked all the way to a room in some building.
He laid me on the bed, walked over to somewhere, and came back with water and a washcloth.
He started cleaning me, and suddenly the door opened, and in came his best friends, future beta and gamma.

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Frail Acceptance
WerewolfNoah is a 17 year old omega werewolf with an extreme level social anxiety, self-doubt and suffers from terrible nightmares. He has a lot of trouble showing his weak side to anybody and he finds it hard to accept weakness and any emotion that express...