Chapter 15: At The Crossroads

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SAGE

(Flashback)

The moment Sky pulled me to him and embraced me, I was dumbfounded, but at the same time, I felt... comfortable. For the first time since we met again, I got to acquaint myself with his scent. He smelled manly but heavenly. Very Sebastian Kairos.

That was also the first time he held me this close. It was like he didn't want to let go. Gusto kong yakapin din siya, gustong-gusto ko... pero hindi pwede.

He said that he was truly sorry for all the wrong he did and that he would wait for my return. Gustong-gusto ko ring panghawakan lahat ng sinabi niya right that moment... pero hindi rin pwede.

I didn't want to give him some false hope that we could be together. Ayokong isipin din niya na hindi ko na itutuloy ang mga plano ko para lang sa kanya. Like I just told him, he lost all his chances in the past. So this time, it's my turn to take a chance. To let myself heal, to move forward, and to improve myself continuously.

So I stood on my ground, broke free from his embrace, and finally walked away without looking back. I was sure that it would be my undoing if I did so, and thank goodness I didn't.

However, the moment I reached my business class seat, I lost it and cried again.

Sana ito na ang huling beses na iiyakan ko si Sebastian Kairos. Nakakapagod na kasi... kahit mahal ko pa rin siya.

 kahit mahal ko pa rin siya

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"Everything okay, Ate Sage?"

I looked up and saw my cousin, Ryusei Paul Gonzales, at the doorway to my room. I was sitting on my bed, resting after sorting my stuff on the shelf.

My lips curled up as I nodded. "Yes, all good. Thanks, Ryusei."

"Alright. Kain na tayo sa baba. We ordered lunch."

"Nice! Gutom na rin ako eh." I chuckled as I stepped out of my room. "How about for dinner tonight? Gusto niyo ipagluto ko kayo?"

"Uy, good idea yan, Ate!" My cousin beamed. "Turuan mo na rin kami ni Takumi. Para marunong kaming magluto kapag busy ka."

"Sure." I happily obliged.

I have settled in my new place one week after my arrival in San Francisco. Fortunately, hindi ako nag-iisa na nakatira dito sa apartment dahil kasama ko ang dalawang pinsan ko, sila Ryusei at Takumi Von. This three-bedroom apartment was just a walking distance from the university where I would be taking up my MBA. It also happened that Ryusei and Takumi are both in college and attending the same university.

San Francisco is not an entirely new place to me. This is one of the three cities in the US that I go to often. The other two were Los Angeles and New York. That's why it's easy for me to navigate the city. Kabisado ko na rin ang pag-commute dito. Kaya akala ko ay magiging maayos ang pag-stay ko dito sa San Francisco dahil alam ko na ang mga pasikot-sikot, pero nagkamali ako.

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