Hope|| mattheo riddle

Letter from the author

I write this because what happened in my book I want to talk about that tell you something about it. It's hard it really is. This word I'm gonna tell you. It's true. I'm not going to say that need to stop or you need To love yourself, you don't have to blah blah blah. I'm just gonna say something I truly think. My words not going to do anything for you because you need to hear that for someone, you need someone who truly love you it's not going to be only about what happened in the book it's gonna be more let's start it. Let's start with we don't like ourselves | want to say that if you want to change your body, it's not something you can't in the century can do everything. But don't do this if someone bully you do it if you want. If you think it's good for you don't because if someone like you. Just do it if
you want it. But it's your responsible. Everything what happened this world have risen maybe it's unfair for you maybe so hard but we need to keep surviving for finally feel alive. If you think about sued. Oh damn, it's so bad. I know that feeling too. If you think it's no one who want you here maybe it's true though but think about future what if it's gonna be someone who really want to hear maybe he or she's not here right now, but what if you met her/him in the future. Think about it. Sh. It's bad too. it's really bad I'm not going to say something like that "that it's everyone do that" maybe everyone do that because everyone have problems sometimes we can't handle something and we do that. Sometimes all we want is To some really see that some are really
care about that. We need that maybe we think that we don't need but we need. Who care about us. And trust me just fucking try failed try it's so hard. so hard but just fucking try. Sometimes it's left scars. Some. It's make me remember how hard I was and I can do this you need to do this. in our lives, we need to broke if you don't broke. we don't know anything when I broke learn something. it's not it to keep going don't hurt yourself. It's so hard someone could say just don't do it. You don't want to understand how hard it is to don't do that. This is way for you to stop thinking. But sometimes us just don't see Hope anymore just fucking lay down in bed think everything is done. Keep going hurting yourself don't have help but it really like that. How can you have? Hope when you lost. 

We need to learn is we need to care about ourselves because sometimes no one did it we need to keep going.For found our happy ending. To make our stories. 

I know this text is so messed up And I wrote it very quickly, so I know there are some mistakes.  but it is what I'm thinking bye.