Hope|| mattheo riddle

Part 24

maria's

We are sitting at the Slytherin table. Everyone, Pansy, Draco, Blaise, enzo, Theo, and Mattheo, at breakfast. I am very tired, I don't know why I slept well, but something is not resting me inside. I was resting my head on Mattheo's shoulder and listening to the conversation of the others.

I had no appetite...

"Hey princess everything is fine" I heard Mattheo whisper, my head still resting on his shoulder.

I smiled softly. "I'm just tired," I replied flatly. He carefully took my hand and kissed it softly.

After a few minutes, we all started to get up, breakfast was already over. Mattheo and I got up too. He hugged me, looked me in the eyes and kissed me on the cheek several times.

"Princess I need your smile" he said and kissed me again on my cheeks and lips.

I smiled, he always knows how to make me smile.

"Here it is" he said proudly as soon as he saw my smile.

"I have to go, I love you"

"I love you too" I said and kissed his lips again.

Then we parted ways. Today I have a common lesson with Theo after lunch. I have herbology now, I'm very, very lazy and I've started having a headache. I think I'm going to explode. I entered the class and sat in my place.

I couldn't hear anything at all, my head hurt terribly, it was the longest two hours of my life. Lunch is in 20 minutes and I have a free break before that.

Damn, I left the book in my room, it's in my room, I don't think it is in mattheo's room

I went to my room, opened the door and saw my owl sitting on the table with a letter? 

There was a letter from my mother on the table.

she wrote to me as it happened!

I ran to the table, dropped my bag there. I took the letter and sat on the bed. I nervously opened the letter and started reading.

"Maria...

I am disappointed. I asked you to tell you but as always you didn't listen to me.

Riddle!

Maria told you not to deal with her.

You are even now his girlfriend!

All the time Maria all the time!

I'll be waiting for you at home on these holidays, we have something to talk about."

tears...

tears?

am i crying

I'm shaking, everything around me loses its color, sometimes it shines...

heard she heard...

she knows?

she knows!

what will happen?

will she be angry

Will she pull me out of school?  will she punish me

Will she separate me from him?

No! No!

"No!" I screamed incoherently

Thoughts drive me crazy, I have to erase them, silence them, confuse them, destroy them.

These thoughts should be silenced.

Pain, I need pain.

No Marie!

You are not only hurting yourself, you are also hurting him.

but...

she knows...

I have to get up, splash water on my face, then I'll go to Mattheo, it's better that way. I don't want to do it again.

As soon as I got out of bed I felt dizzy, every part of my body was shaking. I barely made it to the restroom. I turned on the tap. The sound of the water flow calmed me a little, I put my hands in and washed my face with wet hands. I dried carefully. I didn't even want to look in the mirror, but I had to.

Mascara was worn out and my eyes were red. My heart was beating so loud and fast it was drowning out the sound of everything else.

where will mattheo be?

I can't leave the room like this...