Part 27

25 4 0
                                    

Maria's pov

I have to see it today, I'm not afraid. I hug him harder, and he feels my hug even in his sleep and kisses me gently on the forehead. My heart warmed, I closed my eyes. I thought how I would meet my mother, I imagined...

I can't bear to look into her eyes, I haven't looked into her eyes for a long time...

Mattheo's fingers caress my back, I smile, my eyes still closed. When I feel a soft and gentle kiss on my cheek that makes my eyes open. I smile softly and wrap my arms around his neck as he places his hands tightly around my waist. My head is on his chest. I couldn't think about anything but comfort and my love for him.

"Good morning princess" he whispers and kisses my forehead. I'm melting, I want to stay hidden in his arms like this forever...

I close my eyes and say the only words that come to mind. "I love you". My heart beats faster as if it's the first time I say these words, but the fear, some feeling makes me say it as if it's the last time I'm swallowing this most powerful word. which can break you or heal you.

His rough fingers caress my cheeks, his heart beating a little faster. "I love you too Maria...you know my love for you is bigger than all the stars in this galaxy" he says, his fingers sliding from my cheeks down my chin lifting my head up. I look into his endless brown eyes and get lost in comfort... His words are like ointment on this broken heart, my fingers caressing his scar that cuts his eyebrow, leaves his eye safe and goes down to his cheek. His words sound like the first time, only one thing changes in, he is more loving and boisterous than ever.

"I don't deserve you..." I mutter, looking down again, my fingers resting on his cheek. "It's true. You don't deserve someone like me, you deserve much better than me," he says to me without raising an eyebrow. "But I don't want another, I love you, I don't want better" I said and hid myself in his chest. "I think you answered the question, didn't you, princess?" he says.

Mattheo is in the bathroom, I've already showered and I'm doing my makeup. I still can't get rid of my thoughts, I suddenly put the product in my hand on the table and put a mirror in front of me. I looked into, I looked into my eyes. I went out of the zone, I got lost, my thoughts disappeared, only I remained in the mirror, and lost in my nothing say eyes. When I felt soft lips on my neck. Arms around my shoulders a gentle whisper. "Are you okay princess?" Mattheo whispers and kisses my neck a few more times then my jaw and cheeks. "Did I just go out of the zone or something" I said laughing stupidly to myself, I turned my head to him and he immediately kissed me on the lips. he was only wearing a towel wrapped around his waist with his scars all over his chest on his arms. It's beautiful how much he's been through and he is comforting me, I'm crazy about him. I love him very, very much. "Get dressed in time to go out for breakfast" I said, we will go out for breakfast, we will eat and see the others. You cannot hide such an important story from them. And then we will go. at home

We got ready and left the bedroom door. His arm is wrapped around my waist, his gaze never leaving me. We will enter the Great Hall. I see the others, we go with them and I sit down. pansy is sitting next to me, and Mattheo is on the other side of me.

"Maria, where did you go, we were worried," said Pansy and hugged me.

 "I'm sorry guys and I have to tell you something, soo in short..." I said and stopped when I was interrupted by something. "Go on Maria, why did you leave us all so intrigued" Blaise said in a funny tone of voice and I smiled and continued talking.

 "In short, as you know, my mother didn't know about the relationship between me and Mattheo, but before I had the chance to tell her, my cousin Laila said to her-" I couldn't finish the sentence, when pansy cut me, "That bitch?! who was  looking at us with shitty face?" The others looked at us in amazement. Enzo's face made me die laughing inside.

I told everything except the part where I cried in the room. Pansy was hugging me throughout the conversation, Draco had his hand on Pansy's shoulder in a caring manner. As I hope, their relationship was sorted out, I was worried. The others looked at me with worried expressions. Mattheo had his hand on my leg.

"That's about it guys, I hope it's not the last time we see each other at Hogwarts" I said and let out a panicked laugh, as if I was hiding all my excitement and pain with that laugh. "Don't be silly Maria, no matter where you go even outside of Hogwarts we will still see you, we are family aren't we?" Theodore said with a smile on his face. "You are part of our family Mar..." enzo said looking like he was about to cry. "We will not be lost. You can't get rid of us that easily" Blaise said and laughed. "True" Draco said with a funny face. We all started laughing and Pansy was giving me a big hug.

And here we are waiting for the train. Mattheo's arm around my waist. as always. My bag is slung over his shoulder, waiting... As soon as the train arrived, Mattheo and I got on. There weren't many people on the train, so it wasn't difficult for us to find a free cabin.

I sat down, Mattheo closed the cabin door and sat next to me, putting his hand on my shoulders. And he kissed me on the forehead, I put my head on his shoulder... I sneaked a look at him,  looked at him shyly. After a few minutes, Mattheo took out his headphones from his pocket. I gave them to him. That night at the Astronomy Tower. I couldn't help myself and smiled and placed a soft kiss on his lips as he grabbed my neck and pulled me into a deeper kiss.

I was resting my head on his shoulder, I was wearing one earpiece on one ear, and he was wearing the other. I closed my eyes, the music started playing and the train started...


Hope|| mattheo riddleWhere stories live. Discover now