Hope|| mattheo riddle

Part 18

mattheo's pov

October 25th This damn day, the only thing I want is to disappear and I will. 

For others, it's just a normal next day. Maria was sleeping in my arms, I got up quietly, got ready and left the room as soon as possible with a pack of cigarettes and a sketchbook in my hand. I went to the Astoria Tower. I was listening to The Smiths with the headphones given to me by Maria, hundreds of things were flying in my head. 

I was angry about what? I don't know the most... I'm alone, or I'm not, I feel alone but I have many people around me. But they don't know what eats me inside. Damn I feel alone.

(punched the wall)

I need Maria, but how do I know that she needs me too? I don't want to bring my pain to her, but I need him.

damn!

I went to the Astoria Tower and fell to my knees in the corner.

My sketchbook fell to the floor and rubbed over maria's drawing.

My heart warmed and broke at the same time.

I couldn't breathe, all the memories, good and bad, flooded my mind.

death

her death.

my mother's...

The day my father killed her.

October 25

she is crying in front of me,  she is crying because of the pain

"Close your eyes" she  scream. I'm was afraid to close and then see this will be the last memory of her alive.

I remember the pain.

scream

And the words are my father's words

"Avada Kedavra"

And leaving my mother's lifeless body on the floor.

That was 8 years ago...

this day...

And she was gone forever.

left me

He killed my mother. why did he do this to me...

I barely breathed and covered my face with my hands.

It's been so long and I still can't forget this episode. Every year on this day.

my heart dying inside, like my mother died on October 25th.

Maria's pov

I woke up, he was not around. I lay awake in bed for a while, thinking where he might have gone, maybe he went to breakfast, right?

I got up, took a shower and started to get dressed, I had a strange feeling in my heart, I felt that something was not right. This fact ruined my mood. I got ready. I put on jeans, a black sweater and a uniform cloak. This time I wore superstars as shoes.

I left the room, passed the hall and entered the room. Soon I saw the others sitting at the Slytherin table and laughing.

"Hey" I said sitting next to Hanzo

"Hey" Theo said and handed me the pudding I smiled and took the pudding.

"Thank you, and have you seen Matthew ?" I asked and everyone looked at me

"I don't know," said Pensy

"Whoa. what day is  today?" Bleize asked

"Well it's is October 25th?" I said

"Well Today, Mattheo always disappears as far as we know," he said, smiling and continuing to eat

"As usual" Draco said and smiled and I smiled too.

 but I wasn't sure if everything was fine. i stood up

"where are you going? You didn't come now, are not you Mar," said Pensy

I said "I'll look for Mattheo" and went away. I didn't even look back.

Why this day.

 every year?

"The Astoria Tower he will be there" I muttered to myself and walked towards the Astoria Tower.

I went and saw him

Was he sitting in the corner with a notebook in his hand?

and with a cigarette in his mouth

His hand was bloody

what the hell happened

"Mattheo?" I said, and he looked at him

Letter from the author

I know it's a short  part, but it needs to be. The next part won't be easy emotionally...