Are you in love
With the person
Or are you in love
With the feeling?Atsushi POV
I have never realise how dazai wanted to commit suicide with someone I just thought he was okay and find
Until his friend kunikida yelled at him for another woman getting asked would she kill herself with him, when they were out at nightI just sat there watching and listening to what he was saying and dazai with a smile on his face, I was confused on what and the fuck was he saying
He was telling dazai off and how he shouldn't be asking women that and actually get a girlfriend and then after a while ask her thatI kinda got up and left so I wouldn't hear all of that, after I left the room I decided I could take a walk,
I didn't realize how early it was I bearly even saw anyone, I walked for a few minutes until I bump into someone from what I could tell about them they were short like a 15 year old and was a red head, next to the short boy was a black hair boy with white tips and no eyebrows a bit taller than the boy"Oh sorry" I say, "it's fine" the red head said
The boy helped me up and I thank him
He kinda looked like that one boy Ed Sheeran..? I think"Hey what's your name" the boy said, "my name is atsushi what about you?" I say, "my name is chuuya and this is akutagawa" he said
Both of their names sounded nice, i smile and chuuya smile, akutagawa just watching and then started to walk away from me and chuuya
"Oh shit well hope to see you around I got to go" chuuya said, "oh okay!" I say
And just like that he left and I continue to walk around the school until the bell rings and I walked to my first class where dazai was asking girls the same question like always
I sat in the back like alwaysI think I doze off because the next moment the bell rings and class is over so I get up and leave
Like after a few classes are over and it's break Tim
No one pov
He got up on the roof top and saw dazai about to jump
"Dazai?" He say walking quickly over to him, "AA-" he screamed and halfway fell if it wasn't for atsushi grabbing him by his arms and holding on tight
"What the fuck were you trying to do?!" Atsushi said, "die" dazai said
Atsushi pulled dazai up somehow and had to keep an eye on him until kunikida came and took him and that took an hour, but as atsushi was waiting for kunikida a tap on his shoulder was felt, atsushi turned around and saw chuuya
"Ohh look it's chuuya!" Dazai said, "you know him?" Chuuya whispered to atsushi
Atsushi nodded and the short red-head looked at dazai with a sour face
"Fucking suicidal bitch" chuuya said, "you know what I'm going to the side and stay out of this!" Atsushi said
Atsushi left them as they said hurtful things to each other, on the other hand atsushi was with akutagawa somehow
Ik this wasn't really like the warning that I put but this was a warm up
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me and him (atsushi x dazai)
FanfictionCover art by : iyaki_09 This is a chaotic and confusing story you will ever read and I mean EVER