Can we be forever? *ON HOLD****

Where have you been?

*****Author’s Note****

I know they are short but I will add more to it later. Tell me what you guys think? Let me know in the comments.

****Chapter Two- Where have you been?****

It has been 4 years since I have seen Jake. We sometimes talk on the phone or text but not like we did the first month he was gone. He would call everyday or contact me in some way. But it kept getting less and less as the months went on. Now I'm lucky if I get a ‘hi’ or ‘I miss you’ text once a month. And that hardly ever happens

So much for not forgetting about me, I thought bitterly. 

But I never forgot him. Every year in his birthday I would call him. I even mailed him a present every year. 

He was a hot shot director now and as he would ‘it was all because of me’. I wish I felt like I was still his best friend. He was always mine.

But what never changed was ‘I’ve got you’. We always said goodbye the same. I was glad for that. I missed in so much though. I missed being able to call him in the middle of the night because I was bored. I missed his hugs, I missed everything about him and the friendship we had.

I often think of the memories we shared. 

I'm a dancer now so I often use my feeling for him to help me in my emotional pieces.

I have had a few boyfriends since Jake left. But I always found one reason or another why it wouldn't work most of them were he wasn't Jake. You would think I would start to not have feelings for Jake.... Wrong. I still do! I cant to a day without thinking about him.  

I hope he comes back soon. I need to see him again.

~Jake's POV~

That day I left her was one of the hardest days of my life. I missed everything about her. We had so many good times...until I left....

I am a big director now, working on my 3rd movie. But it was all because of her & i hardly talk to her. I feel guilty about that every day. Once I left I felt as if a part of me was missing. It was then when i realized i had feelings for her. But it was too late. I left her.

I often wonder if she thinks about me like I think about her. Maybe she does. But I know she feel forgotten I can hear it in her voice when we talk on the phone every so often. She tries to hide it but I know her too well.

I am taking a break when I finish this movie because I have to see her again. I need to see her. I know she is a dancer now. She said since I followed mine she was going to follow hers. That she did. I have seen videos of her dancing and she is so graceful so beautiful but I want to see her in person.

I have had a few girl friends since I left but none of them were Cammy.

"I've got you" I whispered to myself. As I sat in a boring meeting that had nothing to do with me. It seems like everything was boring without her.

I had it all planned out. I would walk to her apartment, take her out to dinner and tell her how I feel.  

I hope.....with my luck I will chicken out and not do it. Never hurts to try am I right?  

We finish filming in a week so I have a week until I see her again. I started counting the days. The days seemed to drag on & on & on. But eventually it came.

I sat on the plane so excited and nervous I could burst. I was going to see my Cammy again