Dance With Me Г Hyunlix ♡

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TW just in case you feel like it's needed :) mental health and body image + ED mentions.

It was 4 in the morning and the two boys never fell asleep. They were giggling loudly while leaving little kisses. Jisung was also awake, but he wasn't happy. He felt like shit.

"Lix," Jisung sniffled as he knocked on the door. Hyunjin stood up and slowly opened the door. He wordlessly let the quokka-like boy come inside. Jisung didn't go to Felix right away, instead, he latched onto Hyunjin.

"What's wrong Hannie?" Hyunjin asked gently as he brought the younger to sit on the bed. Felix sat up and pulled his best friend onto his lap.

"I feel... bad? I yelled at Minho and he was still being sweet. Then I sat in the bathroom sobbing for 30 minutes until he came to check on me. I yelled at him again, and he snapped. He told me he was going to bed and that I needed to fix my attitude.

He walked out and I locked the door. I don't know why I'm acting like this. Everything is making me upset. Seeing my body makes me upset, and I haven't been eating. When I do eat I end up throwing it up," Jisung sobbed.

"Han-ah?" Minho gently spoke as he opened the door. Hyunjin looked at Jisung, trying to read his expression. Jisung just stared at Minho with a pout.

"Hyung..." Felix looked at Minho with sad eyes. "Jisungie please talk to me..." Minho's eyes began watering as he stared at his crying boyfriend.

"Honey, I'm okay... Sorry for having an attitude earlier!" Jisung faked a smile, Minho shook his head and slowly sat on the floor. Hyunjin rushed to his side as soon as he heard a sob.

"Baby I promise I'm okay don't cry..." Jisung sighed as he held onto his best friend. Minho only silently shook his head again. Hyunjin was in panic mode, he didn't know how to deal with crying people.

"Hannie, you could have told me," Minho finally spoke. Jisung looked at him sadly, Minho had heard everything his lover said.

"I know, but I was scared," Jisung mumbled softly as he looked anywhere but Minho.

"Scared of what? I love you beyond words Han Jisung. I would never purposefully do anything to hurt you. I want us to go through things together. If you're hurting let me hurt with you!" Minho spoke sweetly.

"God he's a romantic," Hyunjin joked causing Minho to laugh. "Damn right," Minho kept his sweet tone.

"I don't want to be a bur-"

"DON'T FUCKING FINNISH YOUR SENTENCE HAN JISUNG. You will never burden Minho. That fucker is a damn simp for you. Bro would kill for you." Hyunjin sternly spoke, and Jisung looked at him in shock.

"Hun, calm down a bit." Felix gently smiled at his boyfriend. Hyunjin nodded slightly before looking at Minho. The older was glaring at him, which scared Hyunjin.

"Do NOT yell at Jisung like that, got it? I don't care what the situation is, if I catch you with that tone towards my boyfriend I will cook you." Minho scolded Hyunjin.

"Honey, it's fine. It was a reality check, thanks, Hwang." Jisung slightly smiled at the older man.

"No problem hater!" Hyunjin joked.

"EXCUSE YOU?!" Jisung faked offense.

"YOU'RE A LITTLE HATER." Hyunjin giggled slightly.

"HOE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THE FAWK I'M A HATER?'

"HYUNLIX HATER FOR REAL." Hyunjin jokingly rolled his eyes.

"NAH BITCH, I JUST DON'T LIKE YOU SPECIFICALLY," Jisung spoke.

"Hey, that kind of hurt..." Hyunjin pouted slightly, he didn't want Jisung to hate him anymore.

"Apologize." Felix looked pissed once his boyfriend looked upset.

"Oh... I fucked up again, I'm sorry Hyunjin Hyung." Jisung sighed as he stood up. Minho pulled his boyfriend close to him and pouted.

"It's okay Jisung..." Hyunjin spoke quietly. Felix hated seeing Hyunjin so sad.

"We're gonna go to bed, Hyunjin he truly is sorry. I know you probably want him to be okay with you but give him some time. He needs to gain trust again, okay?" Minho gently explained with a sweet smile.

"Okay Hyung... thanks." Hyunjin mumbled, walking to his boyfriend's bed. He sat down next to Felix and the younger wrapped his arms around him. They watched to two walk out before Hyunjin finally started crying.

"Aw Jinnie, it's okay my love," Felix spoke gently to the crying male. Hyunjin grabbed a fistful of Felix's shirt as he sobbed.

"Fuck Felix why is it so hard for people to like me?" Hyunjin sobbed, and Felix felt like his heart had shattered.

"Baby, I like you, isn't that enough? Who cares about what they think? I love you so much because you're so loveable. They just don't see it like I do." Felix wanted to take away all of Hyunjin's pain.

"Felix, I want your friends to like me. They're important to you, and I just want all of us to get along. For your happiness Lix."

"Fuck my happiness Hyung, It goes away whenever I see you sad. It breaks my damn heart so much!" Felix's eyes began to water, and Hyunjin felt horrible for making his boyfriend cry.

"Lixie, let's go to sleep, okay?" Hyunjin sniffled and Felix just nodded. Hyunjin was the first to fully lie down, and Felix copied him. He was unsure whether or not he could cuddle Hyunjin. The elder man noticed his hesitation and pulled him into a hug.

"Don't be scared to cuddle me pixie," Hyunjin mumbled, about to fall asleep. Felix immediately cuddled his boyfriend happily. He wanted to see his friends and boyfriend happy with each other.