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"So...?" Changbin awkwardly asked. Felix shot him a death glare and he wrapped his arms around Hyunjin.

"Y'know, I didn't think this would happen." Hyunjin sighed as he held onto Felix.

"It's alright Hyung, honestly you're probably so stressed. How about we take you to my place?" Felix gently asked, Hyunjin sadly nodded and let his body go limp.

"Sleepover at Felix's house!" Jeongin happily shouted. Felix couldn't object with how cute Jeongin looked.

"What about Seungmin," Hyunjin asked, his voice was hardly above a whisper.

"He isn't seriously injured, he can be released by tonight." A doctor who overheard the conversation spoke. Hyunjin's eyes lit up, he was glad his best friend was okay.

"Oh my god, my puppy..." Jeongin shouted as he ran to Seungmin, who was walking to him.

"Hi my love, I'm okay now. I think the only thing seriously bad is the trauma..." Seungmin mumbled the last part, but everyone heard it.

"Seungmin... She didn't make it." Hyunjin spoke as his lip quivered. Seungmin's eyes opened wide as they filled with tears.

"What do you mean?" Seungmin sobbed as he held tightly onto Jeongin.

"She passed away, mom passed away... She lost too much blood." Hyunjin began sobbing with Seungmin.

"Oh god, Jinnie i am so sorry. I failed to protect her... I'm so fucking sorry." Seungmin sobbed as he let go of Jeongin go hug Hyunjin.

"Don't blame yourself... We didn't know she wouldn't make it." Hyunjin sighed as he held tightly onto Seungmin.

"I'm sorry you had to see all of that." Seungmin ruffled Hyunjin's hair gently.

"You we're there, you experienced it Seungmin." Felix spoke softly, Hyunjin nodded in agreement.

"Still. its traumatic to walk into your home, which is supposed to be safe, and seeing your family in such a horrible state." Seungmin sighed loudly.

"I never said it wasn't traumatic, trust me, i would never invalidate Hyunjin's trauma just because you had it worse." Felix smiled and patted Seungmin's shoulder.

"I think you guys should look into seeing a therapist." Chan suggested and Felix nodded in agreement.

"We'll think about it, okay?" Hyunjin sighed, he sounded upset, but he wasn't. He was just scared to talk about what he saw.

"Calm down, we'll let Sunoo stay with Ni-ki because im sure he wants to. The rest of us will head to Felix and Minho's place." Jeongin spoke, the entire group agreed.

"Let's go then..." Hyunjin hesitantly spoke, leaving his brother didn't sound ideal.

"I'll keep you guys updated!" Sunoo smiled, the eight other boys smiled back. Some smiles were genuine, but a few weren't.

Time skip

Felix opened the door to let them inside, Jisung plopped down on the couch immediately. Minho laughed and sat down next to Jisung. The other boys found other things to occupy them. Hyunjin was the only one who didn't. He didn't move once he entered the house.

"Jeongin! I'm alright I promise!" Seungmin giggled.

"Felix you asswipe," Changbin chased felix around with monopoly money, and Chan laughed.

"My love, get some rest." Minho whispered as he rubbed Jisung on the back. Hyunjin felt out of place, and quite frankly, he missed his mom. A part of him began to wish he stayed with Ni-ki, because that false hope of someone caring left. It faded away the second they entered the house.

Hyunjin wasn't sure what he could do. He wanted to scream and cry, he wanted to ask why no one cared about him. He wanted to be held like Jisung, he wanted to be taken care of like Seungmin. He wanted all of these things from Felix. Though, at the same time, he didn't. He felt his trauma wasn't nearly as bad as Seungmin's.

"Hyun?" Minho softly spoke, he was the only person to notice the male hadn't moved. Hyunjin looked at the older with teary eyes.

"Oh Jinnie, come sit next to me..." Jisung mumbled, Hyunjin nodded and slowly took a seat next to Jisung. The younger wrapped his arms around Hyunjin, and Minho moved to the other side of Hyunjin.

"What's wrong Hyunjin?" Minho carefully asked, and Hyunjin broke down. He began sobbing and holding onto Jisung like his life depended on it. It broke Jisung's heart. He hated it, no matter how much he hated Hyunjin.

"H...he doesn't love me. It's all a lie... Hyung, wh...why doesn't F...Felix love me?" Hyunjin managed to sob out, at that moment it hit Minho. Felix was busy playing games while his boyfriend was hurting.

"Oh Hyunjin I am so so sorry..." Minho sighed as he felt his eyes water. He was upset, Hyunjin felt unloved, and he shouldn't. Especially when he just lost his mother and had a horrible experience with his father.

"What's going on over here?" Felix raised a brow, but he didn't sound concerned. He sounded upset? Angry? Was he angry at Hyunjin for crying? Jisung scoffed and shooed him away.

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