Till the end

Then I guess were done here

3 months later

(Amelia's pov)

We are now 3 months into the new year and me and Pablo's relationship is better than ever. We respect one another and have been an unstoppable team. But I been thinking about my job. Don't get me wrong I love being his assistant and help organize his schedule. But this is not a job I want in life. I'm almost 19 I should be focusing on a life career. I don't see myself in 20 years being an assistant. Before I was his assistant I was looking into colleges to get into business or something that involves business.

Maybe that's why my parents were disappointed in me accepting this job. I was just desperate for money because I had just graduated and needed tuition money. But now I realize I should've thought about before accepting the offer so sudden. I love Pablo I really do it's just the job I'm worried about. I don't expect him to give me money and move on with life. I want to help and not just stand behind Pablo while he works hard for his money. I just feel like a burden a gold digger. Just doing the easy things while he plays not only for him but for his team and family

Country...

But if I told Pablo how I really felt he would get angry and just say I never loved him or accepted this job for just money. How will I even get the courage to tell him. I wish I met him without taking the job. I want to feel like I have a purpose or maybe just feel good about myself. If anything Pablo deserves better. Maybe the golden girl winner. I feel low, at the bottom when I see these girls in the stands cheer him on.

I guess I could say I'm insecure...

As I was so focused in my thoughts I forgot I was pouring water into my cup of coffee.

"Ah sh*t" I say sucking my finger I grab a napkin beside me
"I need to get out of my head" I whisper as I clean up the mess I made but as I was about to turn i hear someone creep behind me
"Boo" I jump as I see Pablo pull me into a hug laughing
"Oh my god you scared me" I say putting my hand on my chest
"I'm sorry amor" he says placing a kiss on my cheek
But as I was about to speak he noticed the napkin wrapped around my hand
"Amor what happened are you okay" he says worrying kissing my bandaged finger
"Yeah I'm good I just overfilled my coffee and I burned myself but I'm all good see" I say with a smile
"Are you sure your okay"
"Yes amor im okay now you should head to back training I'll be there in a little"
"Okay we'll grab some food after training I love you" he says giving me quick kiss and runs back to the training ground

"Ugh I have to tell him today" I say as I carefully put some water in my new cup of coffee

After a few hours of working on a few documents and schedule planning I finally finished and wait for Pablo to finish changing. I wait for 20 minutes and see Pablo come out with wet hair and his Nike Barca fleece track suit.

"Ready" he smiles
"Yeah" I smile as he wraps his arm around me
"Where do you wanna eat princesa"he says kissing my forehead causing me to laugh
"Umm let's go somewhere quiet" I say
"Hm okay I know a place" he smiles as he opens the car door for me
The car ride was pretty quiet or maybe just me because of how nervous I was. I guess I was to zoned out I didn't hear Pablo open my door.
"Amor were here are you alright" he says looking at me worried 
"Yeah yeah just zoned out for a sec" I say with a nervous laugh as he just answers with a simple nod

As we went in the little restaurant hand by hand  there wasn't much people just a few old people. We were seated by a nice old lady who seemed to recognize Pablo but didn't say anything. As we gave the nice lady our order there was a slight tension between me and Pablo. As he was about to speak an older couple came by our table and asked Pablo for a photo.

"Um exuse us from ruining your night but I was wondering if I could get a photo my grand baby she is just in love with you" the older man asks as Pablo kindly agrees
"Yeah of course" he smiles as I slightly smile
"You two are so cute together I remember when I was this young eating in this same exact restaurant with the love of my life" the older lady says placing a hand on my shoulder
"Thank you I appreciate your words I guess I can say I'm eating with the love of my life as well" I say smiling at Pablo
"Yeah me to, it was nice meeting you" Pablo says giving them one last smile
"Well thank you for the photo you too enjoy your night" the kind couple days as they leave

"Well that wascute" I say
"Yeah it was" he says awkwardly
As he was going to speak again we were interrupted by the waitress setting down our plates.

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(Amelia's pov)

After 2 minutes of silence and picking at our food Pablo spoke up.

"What's going on with us" he says quietly still picking his untouched plate
"What do you mean" I say knowing what he means
"You've been quiet lately... you have something on your mind... something your not telling me"
"I-" I say but he interrupts
"Did you cheat on me... if so I won't be mad just tell me" he says with a calm tone but still faced down
"What no i would never I just have something on my mind im to scared to let out" I sigh taking his hand as he looks me in my eyes
"Then what is Pleaee tell me so I can fix it" he says waiting desperately for an answer
"There's nothing you can fix it's me Pablo" I say letting a deep sigh
"What do you mean I don't get it you want to break up"
"No no no it's just- I- " I say trying to find the words
"Just spit it out Amelia"
"I want to quit this job" I let out waiting for an answer
"What" he say letting my hand go and curling his lips
"I just feel like I need a real job I hate that I have to rely on you for money your my boss and boyfriend I see myself as a gold digger but not with you for money kinda way I don't want you to feel like I'm with you for money I love you I really do I just think I want to see you as a boyfriend more than a boss is what I'm trying to say I want my own career and money" I say trying to read his face as he says nothing
"Pleaee say something" I plead
"Amelia if you really feel this way than I have no choice but to let you go and find a job that really interests you" he says calmly
"Wait so your not mad"
"Why would I be mad Amelia I get it you want a real life career and I respect it I just want to let you know that if you decide to leave this job I don't think we would work out" he says as my heart drops
"No Pablo that's not what i want  I want to be with you and proceed with a career" I say trying to grab his hand but he pushes his hand away
"No Amelia if you leave I won't wait for you okay I don't do long distance" he says with no emotion
"No Pablo please don't give up on us I love you don't you love me" I say holding back tears
"If it means you'll leave me to study who knows what  surrounded by who knows who then I guess I have no choice but to leave our love behind" he says with still a blank reaction
"This is really how you feel after everything I just want to pursue a career not end us"
"What's done is done chose amelia"
"Pablo Please"
"Then I guess we're done here"
"F*ck you" he says paying and leaving me behind trying to hold back my tears

I sit their trying to process what just happened. How could he do this to me... to us... I just want a career for myself. What's so wrong with that. That's it the end of me and Pablo's relationship. All because if me...

The end

Jk or maybe Pablo and Amelia aren't meant for each other.....

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Thank you so much for reading I appreciate it 🤍 also may 2024 bring you strength and joy also good grades because I need it... anyways I hope you have a great day

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