Till the end

What did i get myself into

1 month after the break up

(Pablo's pov)

It's been a rough month for me not only after losing Amelia but also losing my best friend . All of this is frustrating. I don't get why people have to be so hard to handle. Yeah I get I messed up but that doesn't mean everyone has to ignore me. I can't think straight anymore. I tried texting Amelia to talk but she won't answer. I don't even know where she is .I tried tracking her but she turned off her location. Not even her parents will answer me. They hate me to.

Mi hermosa ❤️

I'm sorry please text me
Delivered

At least tell me your fine please amor
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Let's talk I'm sorry
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I messed up but I won't force you to talk just tell me when your ready and I'll be their to explain myself I'll wait an eternity mi amor I love you ❤️
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After an hour of waiting for a response i finally gave up and went to training.

During training I tried to talk to Pedri explain myself like he asked me to but he doges me every chance he gets. I don't get it he tells me to grow up but he's the one ignoring me.

After an hour of a cold training session I change out of my sweaty clothes and headed into the shower. After a thirty minute shower I head out to find myself being the only one left in the changing room. So I quickly dry my hair and get dressed.

But as soon as I head out of changing room I see Pedri waiting outside the door.

"I'm ready to listen" he says as I answer with a simple nod knowing what he refers to.
"I'll meet you back at my place" he says as he walks calmly to his car as I stay behind him

I take a deep breath and place my hands on the wheel. Trying to find the right words to say to try and not make myself look like I messed up. Knowing I ruined everything. As I pull into his driveway I knock on the door and quickly wipe my sweaty palms on my shirt.

Pedri opens the door and we sit on the couch quietly no daring to say a word nor look at each other.

"I-" I try to say but nothing comes out
"I don't have time for your nonsense you wanted me to help well I'm here, so talk" he says arrogantly
"I don't even know what to say anymore but sorry I messed up badly I feel miserable, alone knowing I messed up and broke a promise to someone I truly  loved and still love and I hate myself so dam much Pedri I- I just think it's time I give up she hates me and won't even answer my calls or text nothing " I say now sobbing like a baby while Pedri try's to console me back to reality
"Hermano we all make mistakes and failure at some point in your life is inevitable but giving up is unforgivable so pick yourself up time is the most valuable thing a man can spend so don't give up so easily if life gives you the courage to speak to her than take it , don't hold your self back talk to her but when she's ready, don't push her into something she's not ready for okay now breath" he says patting me on the back as I take a breath and wipe my tear stained face.
"Thank you pedri and I'm sorry for snapping at you the last time I came over it's just been draining" I say sincerely
"It's okay you were mad I get it just don't let it happen again okay"
"Yeah it won't I promise I'm just glad we're back on talking terms" I laugh
"I know it was kinda hard avoiding you pablito I miss your annoying voice and nagging a little" he laughs as I roll my eyes
"Yeah yeah but I think I should get going you know we have an early training tomorrow morning" I say taking a breath
"Okay drive safe and remember what I told you" he winks
"Yeah I will thank you I mean it"
"Anytime hermano" he says pulling me into a hug

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(Amelia's pov)

It's been one month, one month since the break up. And things for me haven't been going to good. Living with my parents was a big change. I missed being independent. But overall I missed Pablo. But I hate him for what he did to me.

This past month is just me applying for colleges but each time I've tried they either decline or wait list me. It honestly sucks but I need to be patient I guess. The only college I haven't applied for yet is the university of Barcelona.

That is my last choice...

But my parents have been a big help honestly they've helped me with getting my old job back and also pitching in tuition money. I don't know what I would do without them.

Also on top of all my problems Pablo has been texting me literally every day. And begging me to talk to him. But I can't bare to face him. Not after he broke my heart into pieces. As of right now I hate him.

He promised we would never let anything get in the way of our relationship. He promised to talk things out without getting angry. And most importantly he promised to never let us go. To be by my side through thick and thin. But he broke all of those promises. So therefore I hate him.

After completely zoning out I didn't even hear my parents call me or my phone ringing. I decided to ignore the person calling me and headed downstairs.

"Everything alright Ive been calling you for like ten minutes" my mom says worried
"Yeah yeah just applying to colleges again" I say stretching my arms
"Amor don't overwork yourself with work and stress all will come to you and also have you thought about applying to Barcelona" my mom says inaudibly
"Mom" I say with a sigh
"Amelia you can't hide forever you'll eventually see him" she says tucking a strand of hair behind my ear
"Mom this isn't about him this is about college and my life I'm over him" I say getting annoyed
"I know but here him out I mean you think me and your father were lovey dovey all our lives no we argued here and their but look at us now we live with each other and with that we had you so all I'm saying is just talk okay don't stress yourself to much" she says pulling me into a hug
"Okay but it will take me some time"
"Take all the time you need amor im here nothing is so broken it can't be fixed"
"I love you mom"
"And I love you" she says kissing the top of my head as I pull away and head to my room.

As I shut the door I jump on my bed and open up my laptop. I quickly type in something and stare at my screen blankly.

"I can do this it's just a backup right not like they'll accept me" I say taking a deep breath
"Let's do this" I say filling out the application

After 20 minutes of staring at my screen and the mouse on send. I finally build up the courage to click send. And let out a sigh of relief.

I applied to the university of Barcelona...

What did I get myself into...

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Thank you so much for reading 🫶🏽 I appreciate all the reads and votes. Also you'll get to see Amelia and Pablo soon 😉. Have a great day.

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