Till the end

You have to be joking

(Amelia's pov)

After a long flight from Portugal to Greece I finally made it. I am so happy my best friend is getting married soon. And when I say soon I mean tomorrow. I'm also kind of nervous to see Pablo again. It's been 2 months since the break up. Today marks the second month. But all I have to do is ignore him and pretend he doesn't exist. It's as easy as that. Right? Does he even know I'm going to be there? Does Pedri know?

Okay okay let's not bring him up and think about me now. My main priority should be picking up my dress , getting a manicure and finding a nice hotel room. Let's make this a mini vacation but not about relaxing. Yeah I'll do that. I'll just call Sabrina and see what's she's up to.

As I pull up her contact I press call and the other line starts to ring for about ten seconds until she picks up.

"Hello" I say
"Heyy Amelia what's up how was your flight"
"It was good I just ordered an Uber right now I'm thinking of doing a little shopping what are you up to"
"That's great im just doing some last minute check ups on the venue but we should meet up after for some lunch"
"Yeah that sounds great just text me the address and we'll meet"
"Kay Kay now I should go we're having some flower problems love you byee"
"Love you byee" I say as she hangs up

As she hangs up I suddenly get a text saying my Uber is here and I quickly head inside seeing that it's now drizzling a bit. Luckily Sabrina is having an indoor wedding. Thank god.

Soon after the Uber driver drops me off at the hotel where I will be staying. I thank him, pay him and head inside. Great now I can't go shopping while it's raining. I'll just have to postpone the shopping and get ready for lunch.

A couple hours later I head over to the restaurant Sabrina texted and wow was Greece beautiful. I see her wave to me and head over to her table.

"Heyy" I say hugging her
"Oh my god it's like we haven't talked in forever"
"I know I guess we've both been busy"
"Seriously wedding planning is not easy" she laughs
"I could tell now tell me how do you feeel" I say nudging her slightly
"I feel nervous and nauseous at the same time" she panics
"Don't be your getting married a once and a lifetime thing well hopefully so but still don't worry you'll be fine okay" I say rubbing my thumb against her hand
"Your right love is a beautiful thing and I'm hoping it could all change for you to this weekend" she winks
"Sabrina no, don't even remind me i totally forgot about him" I sigh
"Who knows maybe your make up in both ways" she smirks
"Oh my god no" I laugh hiding my red face from embarrassment
"Cmon at least tell me you'll at least try and talk to him"
"No promises I mean he broke up with me so I shouldn't even be trying" I sigh
"You know what f*ck him right you should be a single queen you don't need no guy right plus they'll be tons of guys at my wedding so have funn live life a little" she says pushing my shoulder
"Okay okay but no guys I'm done with guys"
"As you should but remember you could always start over with another person but not for love"

After she says that we hug and start to talk about things off topic like random things. Until the light outside is no longer visible.

(The next day)

I woke up with the sun hitting my eyes and my alarm clock annoyingly ringing I clicked snooze and groan as I rub my tired eyes. I sat up and closed my eyes not wanting this day to forward as for I was going to see the man who broke my heart. But then again I wanted to this day to forward because today is about my best friend getting married and finally getting to see the depths of marriage and love. And I love to see her happy.

I got up and headed into the shower. As the small hot droplets of water proceeded to drip along my body I started to calmly take a breath and let myself breath a little. I can't keep stressing myself. These past few months felt like I was being suffocated by who knows what. But I need to tell myself that I can't keep hurting myself for other people mistakes.