Till the end

Are you sure

(Amelia's pov)

It's been a month since I've seen Layla. I blocked her on almost everything and focused on school and my relationship. Although it hurt seeing her say those things about me I slowly recovered. My metal health is great and overall i feel great.

Except with this weather change I've been feeling very nauseous and tired. But I just figured I have a stomach flu or a cold.

"Amor I could stay home if you want" Pablo says
"It's fine it's just a cold I'll be fine some cough medicine and a tea will help me recover" I reassure him
"Amelia you look pale and this sickness has been going on for almost a week" he kneels beside me kissing my cheek
"Yeah go I don't want you to be late I'll be watching from the tv" I smile
"Okay but call me if you need anything and I'll ask Xavi to substitute me out"
"No need to but okay"
"Okay I'll see you after the game call me, I'm serious" he says
"Mhm" I nod before crawling back into my covers

As I turn on the tv I hear my phone vibrate and see a text from mikky.

     Mikky 🧸

Hey are you alright?
I heard your not coming to the game everything alright?

Hey mikky yeah I'm okay I'm just not feeling very well but I'll be there next game

Ah well I hope you get better 😕
what do you feel?

Thank you and I'm feeling very nauseous and I feel very uneasy

Girl you don't think that your like yk

Oh god no I think I would know plus we had yk what a month ago and used protection we were careful

You never know sometimes protection doesn't work maybe you should check

You think I should I mean I doubt it will be positive because I really do have a cold

Just check okay keep me updated I hope you feel better 🤍

 
Yeah I will thank you 🤍

I felt a little unstable after that conversation. What if she was right. Maybe I was because my period was late and I haven't been feeling myself lately. But I can't be I'm only 20 plus what would Pablo think. I doubt he is even ready his career is at a good place. He doesn't need a child in his life. I don't need a child right now.

I quickly brushed out of my thoughts and focused on Pablo's game. By the time the game ended half my nails were gone because I kept chewing them on how anxious I was. The truth was that I was scared to face the truth. What if I really was I can't maintain college, a relationship and a child.

As I headed downstairs to make a tea I got another text but it was from Pablo.

      Pablo ❤️

Hey amor how are you feeling?

  I'm feeling the same maybe a bit better

That's good but I wanted to tell you that the team is celebrating our win and we're heading out for dinner but I could tell them no so that I could take care of you

  No Pablo go I don't want to hold you back have fun and congrats on your win I'm proud of you 🥰

Thank you and I won't be out for long I love you ❤️