Requested: nope
Type: angst
Ships: former rocite
Au: organal
Prompt: After reccord, things we used to share, an argument happens
Warning contains: arguing, mentions of a breakup, mentions of mental and verbal abuse, mentions of a breakdown,
If you can't handle or don't like any of these please don't read.
Please let me know if I missed any triggers out. Thank you
No one's p.o.v
Roman sighed as he used his magic to create a door to get back to the mindpalace. Just as the door he smiled sadly and then wiped his eyes
"God damn it roman, pull yourself together" he mutterd as he used his magic to make himself look more presentable befoer walking through the door smiling knowing he wasn't paying attention and his door led to the kitchen in the mind Palace.
"Hey kiddo, how was it?" Roman was greeted by the smiling face of patton as the male in light blue was also coverd in flower
"It was practically perfect in everyway" roman grinned
"Thats grate kiddo"
"Thanks patt, also what are you making today?"
"More cookies" Patron smiled "chocolate chip and home made oreos"
"I can't wait to try them"
"Aw thanks kiddo"
"Ill leave you too it then patt, talk to you later"
"Bye roman" patton waved as he wanted roman walk off.
Days had passed and the video roman had helped Thomas with had posted, and it grew very popular quite quickly which shocked roman but he was happy the fanders liked his song
However all his happiness came crashing down.
Roman was sat in the main living room with patton, logan, virgil they were watching some film and giving their input on it to pass the time....remus was lurking in the shadows somewhere most likely naked.
The living room doors slammed open making the three on the sofa look over to see a very angry janus stood holding his phone with thomas' new song on pause.
"Ugh what do you want" virgil rolled his eyes
"Now /is/ the time virgil" janus' gaze landed on roman and he started to look even more furious "what the fuck is this!?"
"You know what it is" roman replied
"This fucking song is about us isn't it!?" Making the others eyes widen
"What gave you that impression" roman stood up and took a step to leave
"No you don't get to do that this time. You can't just walk away from this like you always do" janus snapped making poor patton jump
"Janus I'd rather not do this infront of the others" roman stated calmly
"Then they can leave, they know where the door is!" Janus practically growled. "Now back to the main point, why is Thomas sing about a heartbreak stating things that are very untrue!"
"Maybe because Thomas went though a heartbreak recently janus" Roman rolled his eyes not wanting to talk to the deceitful side
"Or maybe because you are self absorbed and placing your heartbreak on out host when he dosent need it!"
"Dont blame this in me, its your fault, pluse a con of being the romantic side is when Thomas goes through a heartbreak it effects me, and it's effecting me more joy because of my own heartbreak" roman glared
"Is your own fault this happend!"
"Dont pin the blame on me, it was your fault and I want let you manipulate me any more. You have taken so so much from me and I wont let you do it again" Roman felt his eyes well up with tears as his chest started to hurt
"Oh here we go again, I took nothing from you, you are just being dramatic. All you know how to do is be dramatic and honestly its not a good look for someone who had dubbed himself the Prince" janus' words hurt roman deeply, but apart from janus' harsh tone, roman chest started to hurt more and more, roman knew exactly what was happening.
"Maybe I am dramatic janus, but at lease I didn't steal from you, I didn't lie to you, I didn't manipulate you, I don't mentally or verbally toucher you, I didn't comment in every imperfection you have, I didn't leave you when you broke down over something important. I didn't keep you away from your friends or family. I may be dramatic but I'm not a self obsessed top hat wearing bitch" tears started to fall down the princes face.
Remus had come out of the shadows with and deinflated infatuated dinosaur suit on and was stood being logan and patton
"You took everything from me, you made me believe I was worth something. And you know what because of your actions you've put up a lock....I lock that prevents Thomas from loving someone in a romantic away and I dont even know if he will be able to love again. So if Thomas ends up all alone its your fault"
"Lier"
"Am I janus....am i" and with that roman ran off to his own room.
When roman had made it to his room he locked the door and went to the body length mirror owned, where he saw a dark spot under his white Prince suit, so he took his shirt off.
Right where his hear would be the skin was black and branches of the black were spreading slightly, romans tears fell header as he felt like he let the sides and Thomas down, we was now not able to do one of his jobs and as a result of this, he risks being forced to fade so a new side can take his place and do his job properly.
Roman collapsed to the floor and placed a hand over when his heard would be as he cried
"What.....did you d....do with m......my heart?"
An
Hey guys, happy holidays
I'm still alive just struggling with life like always.
I'm really sorry I have been posting likens Saif I was but I just couldent find the right motivation and everytime I started to write i just hit a massive wall of writers block. Jm jit making any promises like i usually do. Because I haven't stuck to any and I feel awful for it.
2024 I will make it my Misson it post more but I'm jot promising anything. I just need to get my life sorted out because right not its a massive mess and I'm jot sure where to begin cleaning it. But I will I know I will.
Anyway
I hope you all have a wonderful morning, afternoon, evening or night
You all are amazing and beautiful people
I hope you all stay safe
And I love you all ❤❤❤❤❤❤
