Requested: no
Type: angst
Ships: none
Au: human
Prompt: Roman is transgender ftm and has a baby, unfortunately there were complications
Warning contains: death, crying, hospital, mentions of rape, urn, funeral, mentions of a breakdown
If you can't handle or don't like any of these please don't read.
Please let me know if I missed any triggers out. Thank you
No one p.o.v
Roman smiled as he placed the last thing in his nursery room. He was so exited why, well roman was going to be a dad soon and he couldn't wait.
Sure he was told he was going to be a horrible father or that his child was going to hate him for pretending to be a dad when really he should be a role his "real" gender makes him which is....a mother. Roman had heard it all, he even got disowned by parts of his family but he dosent care. His partner had left him after finding out roman was pregnant calming that roman had lied to him and forced him to have sex....when realt it was the other way around.
Roman didn't care though, as long as his baby was there he didn't need the rest of the world. Roman placed a hand on his growing belly and gently rubbed it
"Papa's here little one. And I am not going to leave like he did. You and me against the world. I love you"
Roman then left the nursey to get some food since he was hungry and he had not eaten since this morning.
After lunch roma decided to go for a walk, knowing it would be better for him rather then just laying around the house crying over baby clothes he found online.
During roman walk he met up with his good friend patton who was walking his dalmatian chocolate chip. Patton had been one of the people who have been their for roman during his tough time. Patton had been the shoulder for roman to cry on and the one of the first people ro came out to and the first person to find out about roman pregnancy.
"How are you both today?" Patton asked as he and roman walked through the park
"Ok just a bit of discomfort but I don't mind it is getting close to his due date. How have you been?" Roman asked as patton let the dog off its lead when they found a secluded area
"I'm doing ok" patton smiled "I've got new cookie flavours and youuuuu are the first person to test them out"
"Ill be there, give me a date and time I'll be there faster then remus can kill a man" the two laughed and sat on a bench and carried on talking whilst occasionally throwing a stick for pattons kanine friend.
Weeks passed and romans discomfort didn't subside but he just thought it was normal. Today is romans due date and so he took his bag and went to the hospital ready to leave with his baby in his arms.
However not everything goes to plan. Roman pushed one last time, but instead of a babys cry all he heard were gasps from the nurses who immediately cut the cord, and rushed out of the room with the baby leaving roman confused and scared.
Not to long later the doctor walked in with a hardend face.
"Mr Sanders do you know the were about of your babys father?" The doctor asked as roman used the bed remot to help him sit up to look at the doctor
"No sir, he walk out when he found out I was pregnant" roman admitted "is my son alright?"
"Mr sanders I regret to inform you that at 6:00pm Sunday 5th may your son had passed away, we tried everything to bring him back, condolences from me and my team" romans eyes widened.
