Requested: nope
Type: angst
Ships: Logincality logan x patton x roman
Au:human
Prompt: romans friends,lovers and family have all left him and he can't take it anymore
Warning contains major character death,mentions of schizophrenia,mentions of body shaming,mentions of bullying,mentions of being forced to give up life,mentions of overdosing,mentions of of dying because they have lost those closest to them,me tiosn of racism (not by name),mentions od transphobia (not by name),mentions of an abusive ex,mentions of being disowned,a gun,overdosing,shooting one's self.
If you can't handle or don't like any of these please don't read
Please let me know if I missed any triggers out.thank you
No one's p.o.v
Roman wanted to give up.
He wanted to be free like them.
But he knew that if he gave up now, I would ruien everything he stands for.
If he gave up now roman would disappoint his lovers,brother,best friend and his family but most importantly his kids.
Roman has three kids
Robin
Penny
And Thomas
Roman would do anything for his kids even if that ment staying woth them.
Roman dosent want to leave his kids like patton and logan had.
Roman wanst like that.
He was all the kids had left.
He friends gave up of man diffrent reasons.
Remus couldent handle his schizophrenia
Janus couldn't handle the body shaming and bullying he had gotten over theu years.
Virgil was forced to give up his life
Logan overdosed
Patton gave up beacuse he lost logan.
They all left roman.
'Selfish pricks'
Roman thinks to himself.
"Papa don't give up like they did, your stronger then them"
Rkman had faced alot of verbal and physical abuse from home, school and just out on the streets.
All because he was trans,forget,a lil bit chubby and he can ba harsh but thats not his fault.
Roman dident chose to be born and girl,he dident chose to be born is space, he dident choses to have anger issues but some how its his fault.
Roman had gotten pregnant at 15 with his ex lover, who found out roman was pregnant the three babies and decided to 'exterminate them his self'
It was an accsedental pregnancy,romans mother disowned him so roman was homeless for 4 months of his pregnancy.
No food
No money
No warmth
No nothing.
Roman looked down ast his 3 year old son and ruffled his hair.
"Go and play with your sisters" the boy nodded and turned away and went to find his sisters to play with.
Roman decided that he was going to live for his kids.
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10 years later
Roman had finished writing a note.
His kids were on their way home and roman couldent take it no more.
Roman grabbed a picture ofnhis lost one's and kissed it gently
"I love you all" roman spoke as tears spilled down his face
Roman then grabbed his pills and took them all, the then grabed a gun and squeed he eyes closed
"Goodbye Thomas,robin and penny, I love you all" he spoke before
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'BANG'
Roman fell to the floor blood oozing out of his head.
When his kids got home the noticed how quiet it was.
The then shot upstairs as they heard a thump, they then ooemd the door and screamed at the sight of their lifeless father
Robin took the not out of his hand while penny called the ambulance.
After hours, roman was taken to the hospital where he was pronounced dead.
Robin,thomas and penny followed their fsthers will and went to live with theu uncles remys and emile.
On the day if romans after the ceremony the 5 went outside and looked up and smiled sad smiles
"Your finally free" they all said as they all then broke down.
Roman knew he was free and they had become a selfish prick himself by
Giving up.
Hello,
I hope you enjoyed this one, it was fun to write, there will be more angst/fluff one shots, im working on one and its taking a while.
Anyway
hope you all have a wonderful morning, afternoon, evening or night
You all are amazing and beautiful people
I hope you all stay safe
And I love you all ❤❤❤❤❤❤
