Shauna Diaries

New Love

It was 5:21a.m when he walked through the door. I hopped off the couch and turned the light on.

"Where the fuck have you been?" I asked.

"Nowhere, I was just over there at Jay house baby" Ray said walking towards me and kissing me.

"No the hell you wasn't, you lying son of a bitch!" I said this time pushing him away, and walking into the bedroom.

"Shauna you trippin you need to sit yo ass down somewhere".

"No Ray cause I'm tired of this shit, all you do is lie and play games with me. If you don't want me I'll leave!"

"Whatever, cause I aint lying about shit, them hoes telling you lies and yo dumb ass believing them".

"Ray you smell like pussy, how the fuck can you lie, you out fucking all these hoes and not even worried about me".

"Okay, I just fucked a hoe, but I don't care about her, I dont like her, and I definetly don't love her ass. But how the fuck can you judge when you out sucking dick and fucking anybody that offer yo ass some money?"

"Fuck you, you the one who told me I had to pay some bills!"

"Girl the only reason you bitching is cause you need some dick".

"I don't need shit from you".

Ray started taking off his clothes, cut off the light, and got in the bed. I could feel him feeling up my legs from under the covers, in a matter of seconds he was taking off my panties. I didn't even fight, I couldn't because he was right I needed some dick and I needed it bad. After he took my panties all the way off he started eating my pussy like only he could. He started slow, but sped up until I couldn't take it nomore I needed the dick right then. He bent me over and started stroking me from behind, it felt so good to make love to the one that I loved. He started going deeper and deeper until I felt it in my stomach. I climaxed. But i knew I couldnt do my baby like that so I gave him head until he nutted too. After, I felt relieved. That was the best sex of my life.

When I woke up the next morning Ray was up cooking breakfast listening to "Fuck Your Bestfriend". I was exhausted from staying up all night waiting for him to get home, then the sex had me up even longer.

"Goodmorning baby" I said giving him a kiss. He grabbed my ass and started laughing. Both of us were still naked.

"I need to talk to you" he said.

"Okay, I'm listening"

"I don't want you to be a hoe nomore, I want you all to myself"

"Okay, so what do I do for money?"

"Come work for me"

"You want me to be a drug dealer"

"Nah, I want you to help me run my shit, like my right hand, you go with me to do all my shit"

"Okay, sounds simple"

"It ain't simple, it's hard, you gotta be smart. Basically I need you to be my lil rider. Which means don't bitch when I come home late, stop checking my phone, and stop believing everything them hoes tell you"

"Alright baby, I can do it"

"And most importantly don't tell nobody shit. This our business, keep ya mouth shut. Understand?"

"Yeah"

"Alright, now go get in the shower, I'll be in there in five minutes so we can finish what we started lastnight."

I got up from the table and walking to the bathroom. Life feeling changed. I was sixteen when I left my momma, I was living on the streets for two years. I was prostituting for three years, now 21 years old I was happy I was settled. I loved Ray, he treated me good, and introduced me to a life I never thought I would live.
    I got in the shower and just let the water run, ten minutes later Ray came in and joined me. Sex feels so good in the morning.