Shauna Diaries

Drama Never Ends

"You know I'm on your side Shauna but you can't come before his baby, you can't do nothing but respect that. Would you want your daddy to put somebody before you?" Meeka said handing me a cup of coffee.

"Meeka he said "them", he meant her too. I can't do it, after all we been through I just gotta let him go." I said sipping my coffee.

"You? Let Ray go? Child please hell will boil over before that happens and we both know that." Meeka said laughing.

"Meeka I'm serious I'm really done with him this time."

"Okay, so what's your next move?"

"Getting my stuff from his house is the first thing on my list."

"You know you can stay here, I don't got kids or a man shit I could use a roommate."

"You would let me stay with you for real?"

"Hell yes! You know I got that extra room back there that's empty, it's all yours if you want it."

"It'll only be for a while, until I find me a place and a man." I said laughing so hard I almost spilt my coffee.

"Let's focus on you getting over Ray THEN we'll get you a new man girl."

A month passed and I heard nothing from Ray. Honestly I was hurt because any other time he would have came after me but I guess he was serious when he said he was tired of running behind me. I couldn't blame him, I always walked away with no hesitation and with no explanation. I never even thanked him for what he did when I was in the hospital, without him I probably would have died in that hospital and he was there everyday checking on me and making sure I was okay. Although I felt bad that didn't excuse what Ray did to me, he went and got another bitch pregnant and after I forgave him for that he continued to fuck around with her. He don't respect me or value me and I can't be with somebody like that. I was thinking about marrying him and having this huge wedding and he just ruined everything for the both of us.
I didn't want to go back to my house because I wasn't ready to see him again but I knew I had to get the rest of my stuff. Me, Meeka, and her brother Mike all went to my house to get my stuff, we brought Mike because he had a truck and all my stuff wouldn't fit in both of our cars.
When we got there I knocked on the door and nobody answered so I used my key walked right in, Meeka and Mike were behind me. I walked upstairs and they stayed in living room, I knew Ray was here because his car was in the driveway but I couldn't figure out why the hell he wouldn't answer the door. I knew he wasn't sleep and even if he was Ray is the lightest sleeper ever, he was so paranoid he barely got any sleep at all.
I walked down the hall to our room and when I walked in I saw him in the bed fucking Shanterrica! I went ballistic! I started yelled for Meeka to come upstairs so she could see this shit with her own eyes. When she came in the room her jaw dropped and Ray hopped up like he saw a ghost. I started to take off my earrings but Meeka stopped me.

"I got this hoe Shauna, be cool." She said running toward the bed and punching Shanterrica in her face.

Meeka dragged Shanterrica out of the bed by her hair while punching her in the face at the same time. Shanterrica couldn't catch her balance at all so she just took that ass whooping. Meeka slipped on the silk sheet and fell on her back, Shanterrica got on top of her and started to hit her in her face none stop. Meeka pushed her off of her and Shanterrica crashed into the glass door that led to the balcony. She hit her back on the rails and since she was naked the glass was in her back. Meeka didn't care though she walked outside to the balcony and started to stomp her with her Timberland boots.
I thought that I'd seen enough so I started to walk to the balcony to get Meeka but Ray grabbed me and threw me across the room.