nahida
Ruis POV
"oh yeah, remember at the mall when tsukasa came to buy groceries? oh my god he looked so emo" Nene laughed
"omg i remember yeah he looked so depressed like he was probably screaming inside... and actually, hes behind us right now"
Nene looked back
"Nah im just messing with you" i chuckled "RACE GO"
"IM NOT READY" Nene shouted as she ran
"WHOEVER GETS TO CLASS FIRST OWES THE OTHER FIVE DOLLARS"
Tsukasas POV
"Wake up sleepyhead how do you sleep through that alarm" Saki laughed
"Im so tired..."
i slowly got up and got prepared
im probably tired from crying all night
"Saki im donee" I said as i picked up my bag putting on a smile
"Ok, lets go then stupid"
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Im finally at school. i dont want to be here anyway. lets just get the day over with and hope they dont bully me again
my arm kind of hurts from the cuts i made yesterday. i have a bad feeling about it
i hope i can find akito before my classmates find me
...
everyones avoiding me
akito is there talking to Toya... finally
"Hi!" Akito said with some excitement
"Hey." Toya said after him. i feel like he doesnt like me or dislike me but thinks im tolerable. thats what how he acts suggest in my opinion
"Hi" I said back, trying to look and sound happy, but i think it cracked a little. but he didnt notice so its fines "How was your weekend?"
"I went singing with the group like usual and we actually won Rad weekend!" His eyes clearly lit up
we talked for a little longer until the bell rang. time to suffer, like usual
life hates me, doesnt it
oh what convenient timing. Rui and Nene is racing again and noticed me. Theyre coming up to me. what the fuck do these people want.
"Listen here you little piece of trash. You messed with the wrong guy. I can't believe I'm even wasting my precious time on a loser like you. Even a worm has more brains than you do. You're really the worst person I've ever met. I hope you rot in hell for all eternity. You're pathetic, worthless, and disgusting. I can't even believe that someone like you could have been allowed to be born. Just go die already, you waste of space."
(fun fact i used character ai for this lmao)
"I-" I was not expecting that at all. and then to rub it in even more they just started running again as if nothing happened.
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i walked into class, pretty much crying inside. i might as well be holding back a tsunami
there were more mean notes on my table than usual. theyre obviously bad so i sweeped them all without reading them. its become a daily routine at this point. i want to go back to akito so i can talk to someone
...
its breakfast, im gonna find akito or i might as well die
...
hes not here... i guess ill find him at lunch
...
its lunch. hes not here too
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i couldnt find him the whole day. does he hate me? no... his eyes were always genuine... i guess ill just go home then.
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im back home. the voices finally stopped. thank god.
Word count: 559 (or so lmao)
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PhonyＩTsukasa/Ruikasa angst
Fanfictionfirst time writing a story so its gonna be bad :sob: TW！Mentions of blood, self-harm, suicide, swearing, bullying, abuse, etc. Theres not enough stories that end with tsukasa unaliving himself and im sad Tsukasa finds himself scolding Nene one day a...
