guys you see im actually dead :OOOOOO also i think im gonna switch to monthly updates
note: oh shit i wanted to publish this yesterday (<<13/4/24) IM SORRYYYRYRYRYRYRYRYY
Tsukasas POV
Im tired, like usual
i got out of my room to have breakfast
do i even deserve breakfast?
FUCK ruis here
it doesnt take a genius to see that hes already in a bad mood from even a moment of seeing my door open
i saw him looking at me and blushed awkwardly, maybe partly because... nevermind
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yeah i kinda immediately closed and locked my door
guess ill be skipping breakfast today, like usual
whatever, i dont deserve it anyway
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Is Rui still there?
FUCK hes still there
maybe i should just get out of the dorm as fast as possible and leave?
no that would be too awkward
ill just walk quickly and avoid eye contact
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i made it out alive
i swear i could feel the blush from that embarrassment, or perhaps it was-
eh i should just run to my class
its hard to smile today
im just kinda too tired, i dunno
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Akitos approached me
i forced myself to smile
"Hi!" i said
"Hey" he replied "Did you study for the test tomorrow?"
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WHAT
THE FUCK
"WHAT?!" i shouted
oops, i swear i could feel people looking at me
"Be more quiet. anyway, yes. i presume you didnt study?"
"Y-YeaH" my voice cracked. i feel like a bitch today AND theres a test TOMORROW???????????
"Its fine, i think it should be quite easy... hopefully." He said "Good luck..."
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You know what, thats a problem for future me because fuck myself
ill cut myself a couple times after this as a punishment.
ive not even been paying attention in class
what do i do...
what do i do...
what do i doooooooooooo
guess ill just fail
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PhonyＩTsukasa/Ruikasa angst
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