Tsukasas POV
its monday. were getting our dorms today. i feel like crying
i already packed everything. i dont want to leave Saki.
i want her to be happy
"Oni-chann! youre getting your dorms today!!!" Saki barged in. oh. i forgot to lock the door yesterday.
lets just get it over with
"I knowww! i dont want to leave you" i frowned
i wish i could stay here. id be stuck with people that hate me. other than Akito, if im lucky enough...
i got up and got ready
"Lets go Saki!" i smiled. i feel guilty lying to my sister. this happiness is a mask after all. i felt like i was about to break down
"You go first! I forgot something in my room"
"Alright..."
i left
this is gonna be terrible
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im at school. people are avoiding me like usual.
theyre gonna announce it all after school right?
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the day feels so boring. the breakfast was bland.
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its so boring. but at least i talked to akito during lunch.
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school has almost ended. theyre announcing the dorms.
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in dorm eleven, we will have...
akito...
please put me in the same dorm as him.
tsukasa...
YES THANK GOD
and rui.
WAIT NO WHAT THE FUCK
in dorm twelve we will have.....
im sharing a dorm with RUI. RUI.
at least i have akito BUT STILL
SHIT
IM GONNA CRY
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING OR SOMETHING
"dorms start in a week to give you time to move everything in. if thats all, class dismi-"
"WAIT!"
the class immediately turned to Tsukasa. mostly with bad looks
"CAN I SWITCH DORMS?" it was a stupid question but its worth a try
"No. Dorms are final and the decisions may not be switched. im sorry Tsukasa, im just doing my job"
SHIT
"Now, is that all, class?"
"If so, class dismissed."
everyone started getting up and leaving. i feel absolutely hopeless. but Akito is there, so thats good. right?
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Word count: 328
sorry it was so boring omg :sob:
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