tsukasa cube yall
Ruis POV
its wednesday. the first thing on my mind when i woke up was Tsukasa. Maybe it was because of that dream i had... what was it again? It was something like the group reuniting or something like that. i already forgot all the details. i wish i could have stayed in that dream forever.
whatever. just dont think about him. i dont want to think about him. hes a stupid and self-centered b- ...person... a self-centered person, yeah
i got out of bed and got ready for school
i have a bad feeling about today... or more of weird? i dunno
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i went outside to fetch Nene
ding
a text from Nene...
"RUI IM SICKKK :sob:"
great
"dw its fine" i texted back as i sighed and started walking to school alone.
I feel like the day is gonna somehow get worse than this
im thinking of Tsukasa again... i dont want to... get out of my head
i dont like him, i hate him, so why is he stuck in my head..!
this is so annoying
do i like him?
ew no!
nobody would like that loud and obnoxious stupid uncontrollable self-centered idiotic-!
i got carried away there...
speaking of which, hes in front of me. why is he wearing a hoodie? hes not usually out this early too.
i sighed
just ignore him...
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im at school now. Tsukasa saw me and ran away. its so boring without Nene.
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I checked Tsukasa's class, hes looking nervous for some reason? whatever.
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Im in my class. nothing to do. its so boring
"Dorms will be announced next week on Monday. Three people, one dorm. It can be any class of the grade. So make sure to have fun! Now with that out of the way, lets continue with what we..."
i kinda zoned out at that last part
but maybe thats why Tsukasa was so nervous? A lot of people in our grade hate him for what he did, so i guess it makes sense. but its what he deserves anyway.
Tsukasas POV
WHAT
DORMS ARE BEING ANNOUNCED NEXT WEEK!!! I DONT WANT TO SHARE A DORM WITH ANYONE IN MY GRADE
THEY ALL HATE ME ANYWAY
HOLY SHIT IM GONNA CRY
PLEASE PUT ME WITH AKITO
OR MAYBE TOYA IDK SOMEONE THAT DOESNT HATE ME
UALVNWFRVKNAFRVARONASHHGADXVLNPWDAKHCLPYWLMAIFPHDABNSRWIYMCFA
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oh im 10 minutes late for breakfast. ive been starving myself for the past like 2 days so i have to eat or i might as well pass away
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im here. everyones so loud. why is rui looking at me
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the breakfast sucks. but whatever. its what i deserve.
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i couldnt finish it. i was 10 minutes late after all. maybe at lunch.
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the lunch is too good today. i dont deserve it. ill just eat some rice and finish
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ruis looking at me again
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its the end of school. get me out of this place
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im at home. finally.
when will my suffering end?
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PhonyＩTsukasa/Ruikasa angst
Fanfictionfirst time writing a story so its gonna be bad :sob: TW！Mentions of blood, self-harm, suicide, swearing, bullying, abuse, etc. Theres not enough stories that end with tsukasa unaliving himself and im sad Tsukasa finds himself scolding Nene one day a...
