Ruis POV
i woke up
the first thing i thought of was Tsukasa.
then the shit that happened.
maybe i didnt want to wake up today.
i hate you Tsukasa
i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
i started to cry
for some reason
theres no reason to cry
i didnt even notice my tears
i got up and got ready
i hope Tsukasa isnt here
i opened my door.
...
Tsukasa was walking out looking at my door
did he hear my sobs?
didnt i muffle it though?
i dont know.
its fine, hes already leaving
i dont like you tsukasa
ill go too.
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wait, isnt there like some stupid test today?
oh wait, i studied yesterday anyway.
whatever, ill do some last minute revision anyway
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...
...
done.
that was easy.
i wonder how Nene is doing
the test is not now anyway
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"Heyyyyyy" i said while walking to Nene
"Oh perfect, i need help understanding this SHIT i HATE MATH" Nene said, unnecessarily loud, which then made her embarrassed and she hid a little
"Its literally just some Algebra and shit" I said confused, isnt math easy anyway
"WAIT WHAT that one unit fucking 8 isnt coming out???????" Nene said loudly but softer than just now
"yeah???? its not coming out dont worry its just like unit 9 and shit"
"oh." Nene said calmly
"ok well it will be easy for you so dont worry" i smiled "im gonna go back to my class laterrrrrr"
"bye! and thanks" Nene said
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I wonder how Tsukasa is doing
i checked his class window.
he looks stressed. like really fucking stressed
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well, too bad for him i guess.
im going back to my class.
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...
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the test is here
these questions are so easy as well.
heh.
...
too easy.
it ended to fast.
oh maybe cause i finished so fast i had time to sleep
hehe
Tsukasas POV
IM GOING TO FAIL
IM GOING TO FAIL
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
IM GONNA FAIL
I DONT KNOW SHIT
I FORGOT TO STUDY
I DIDNT STUDY
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
SHITTT FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
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i calmed down. NOT
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SHIT IM GONNA FAILLLLLLLLLLLL
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ok i calmed down.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ok i calmed down. hopefully
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im hungry.
im gonna actually eat today instead of a cookie
woohoo
...
i went down.
nom nom nom
nice food
i finished it too fast
its fine ill get more
...
nom nom nom
very muy bien
i still feel like passing out though
or maybe passing away
dunno
whatever.
these classes are boring like usual. do these teachers ever shut up?
lunch time.
ill eat lunch too
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did school end?
aw fuck theres still like 2 more classes
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die die die die die
i dont want to be here
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is it done?
its done
WOO
i got up so fast i almost tripped
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i walked back to my dorm
i wanted to cry
i teared up a little
dont know why
i looked out the window
i saw a butterfly
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PhonyＩTsukasa/Ruikasa angst
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