Moving Forward

Saying Goodbye

Haru's whole face changed, any pleasure he got was gone. He didn't move, he just sat there while Makoto and Rin both backed up from him. Rin got off the bed and started putting his own clothes back on, unless things went really late, he would usually go home afterwards. When he was fully dressed, he waved from the bedroom door, "See you later, Makoto, Sousuke." He paused, looking at Haru, "Goodbye Haru. I don't think we'll be seeing each other again soon."

Haru only stared on. Damn that was cold, with both of them saying stuff like that and everything? I swear I saw a tear form in Haru's eye and roll onto his cheek. He didn't even cry when we were ripping him apart. He turned his teary gaze on me and I instantly think back to when he looked at me like that and made that request that started everything. I just stared back, "What are you looking at me for?"

He quickly turned his head away, trying to hide the tears building up. "Nothing."

He did his best to quickly get dressed. Which wasn't easy for him considering he couldn't really stand. Even Makoto seemed to feel bad for him, "Haru... Sit back down, recover for a while."

"No," Haru stammered. He was being so melodramatic.

He was pissing me off. I did not want him stay around any longer, especially if he was going to make my Makoto start to feel bad. I glared at him, "Nanase, just go out tomorrow and find some guy to put his cock in that loose asshole and fill you up with cum."

"Sousuke," there goes Makoto worrying again.

I crossed my arms, standing above Haru, "You never cared before so why start caring now."

Haru looked down, his shoulders scrunched together. He was defeated and he seemed to know that. He slowly struggled to get up and Makoto, being the gentle soul he is, went and helped him up. I shook my head at Makoto. I knew he wouldn't go back to Haru but I didn't want him to make Haru feel better. Haru deserved to hurt, at least a little.

We all walked to the front door, Makoto helped Haru the whole way and I was just going to make sure he left. Haru leaned his head against Makoto's chest, I could tell that he was crying. He was so quiet when he said, "Why does it have to be this way?"

"Because you chose to leave." Makoto's tone was serious, he put his hands on Haru's shoulders, pushing him off his chest. "You wanted Rin and I moved on. I have Sousuke, I'm happy." I rested a hand on Makoto's back when he said this, it made me really happy to know that through everything he was happy with the way things turned out. Makoto looked at Haru one more time, "I think you should go. I don't need you anymore."

[A/N: I feel like I am just being so mean to Haru... Oh well xD it's a story]