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Michelles Pov

Once I get to the airport, it's time for me to say bye to my mom and dad.

"Okay no drinking, no weed, or anything along those lines." my dad says as my mom just shakes her head "shes a teen let her do what she wants." she says going against my dad, "and if you do, get get drunk make sure someone is there."

"Got it, not fun! Okay bye mother bye father!" I yell kissing them on the cheek and walking out.

"Wait, wait, wait take these." my dad says giving me a handful of condoms.

"Just in case you wanna have fun but in a safe way." he says making me smile awkwardly.

"Yeah well i have a lot of rubbers for that that i wont even use! thank you very much!"

Someone already took my bags so I had nothing to worry about, and put them on the plane.

The rest of the team arrives there about like 5 minutes later and they take us to the back where Lottie's private plane is.

I walk in before Natalie and start looking around, "This is cool as fuck Lottie." I say looking for a seat.

Natalie comes behind me and I hear her whisper "Wicked", as she sits in the seat across from me.

"I cant't believe your dad payed for a private plane!" Vanessa says sitting in the third row.

"Yeah well, Michelle was gonna buy it, but she forgot to tell her parents, and it's pretty much his only form of parenting." Lottie says looking at me.

"Im sorry, I was on something what did you want me too!" I yell sitting in a seat as Vanessa says our regular joke, "Why thank you Mr Matthew's!" we all say in a sarcastic tone.

"Who's Mr Matthew's?" Molly asks walking onto the plane.

I just look away hoping she doesn't see me, I don't wanna talk to her, she gives me headache's.

"Mr Matthew's, is Lottie's dad." Jackie says sitting down next to Shauna.

"Oh well, im Molly, but im pretty sure you already know that." Molly says looking at the empty seat next to me.

"Do not even ask, you're not sitting next to me." I say putting my bag there.

"Oh come on, it was just a little elbow punch." she says trying to apologize.

"Yeah well your "little elbow punch" gave me a bloody nose and a bruise so no sit somewhere else." I say turning around to face the window.

"Oh my god are you going to continue being a bitch? just let me sit there" Molly says as the rest of them are having their own conversation's.

Natalie gets up from her seat and goes to sit next to me, Molly rolls her eyes and goes to sit in Natalies old seat.  "She can't take no for an answer." Natalie says putting her headphones up.

The pilot says something about a storm but I just ignore it and look over at Natalie.

"Who did I hook up with last night?" I ask taking another one of my pills just to be safe.

Natalie looks up to the ceiling and points towards herself, "Holy shit was it just a hook up?" I say taking more Advil.

She shrugs her shoulders which makes me even more confused, I put my seatbelt on and take a melatonin pill so I wont be awake during the plane ride. 

The pilot says we're taking off and I look over to see if Laura lee is praying, I join her for a second but stop once the plane starts to move faster.

Natalie holds her hand out for me for me to squeeze, I close my eyes and start squeezing Natalie's Hand tighter "I wasn't ready for this." I whisper keeping my eyes closed.

I can feel Natalie squeezing my hand, she's squeezing the frick out of my hands bringing pain to the cuts of my hands.

"Natalie, Natalie you're hurting me" I say as she tightens her grip even more.

I'll just let it happen at this point. I'm too scared to push her away.

After a minute or two, the plane is finally stable and I open my eyes looking over at Lottie.

"Natalie, you can let go of my hand now." I say trying to pull my hand away "Right sorry."

She says pulling her hand away. "Who had three suitcases?" Laura lee asks looking around.

"Someone named Destiny, decided to pick her whole closet." Lottie says looking at me.

"I wonder who that was!" I say looking around.

They all roll their eyes as I just put more melatonin in my mouth.

"Okay well I'm going to sleep, goodnight." I say putting on my headphones and looking at Natalie.

"put your head on my shoulder"