MerDer; The Book

Chapter 13

*This chapter contains adult content.*

Not long after their play they moved to her bed, falling in to a peaceful sleep together, it had been a long and tyring day. They were awakened the following morning by the sound of her alarm, she had to be in the hospital at 7:30 for her next shift. Derek's shift didn't start until 8:30 but he figured he could catch up with some paperwork and start a bit earlier than normal.

It felt like there was a weight lifted of off their shoulders, they hadn't spoken that much in actual words but their actions had acknowledged an understanding in one another. A contentment that even though they had now shared sexual experiences together, there was still the respect and trust which was equivalent to their friendship. Their friendship wouldn't change, they could still confide in each other, in all it may even make their friendship stronger.

'If we are going to proceed with the affair, there are a couple of things you should know.' Derek interrupted her thoughts.

She gave a small nod. 'Hmm, we already talked about everything before we started this. I'm your friend first, Derek.'

'I know, we were friends first. We know each other so well that there might be some things you are not willing to say, or you might be ashamed to say. Just like I felt ashamed yesterday. We need to be comfortable to meet each other's needs.' he let out softly.

That got her thinking; it was due to their friendship that she felt the security to open up, to look in to the desires of her heart. She wanted to share with him what got her hot and bothered, where before she felt a bit of shame wash over her, just thinking about her own fantasies. Now she wanted to share them all with him, she wanted to work through the book together with him, to learn and to experience. To find out what turned her on and got her going, and in the mean time getting to know Derek's as well.

'You know, I think we will figure it out, along the way. We don't have to talk everything through right now, there are some things I still have to figure out myself. I am quite new at this..' she smiled shyly at him.

'That is understandable, and there will be a lot which we will figure out along the way.' he gave a soft smile. 'Anyway.. I want to share some facts that only a lover would know about me.' he tucked a strained stand of hair behind her ear.

'Okay.' she was a bit startled, taken back by the fact that he called her his lover.

'I sleep on the left side of the bed.' he stated.

That made her smile. 'No way, really?' she let out a bit sarcastically.

'Just making sure you were listening.' he chuckled, before he continued. 'I love cuddling. I don't mind a light snoring. I like kissing as much as fucking. I love breasts and curvy asses. I'm a morning person. And my family means the world to me.'

'What else?' this weren't facts she didn't know..

'I love it when a partner talks to me, tells me what they want and how they want it. That they let me know what they need.' he gave her a slow sexy grin. 'I can read your body, but not your mind you know. I can feel what I do to you, see how your body reacts, see the goosebumps and feel your wetness. But I do not know what is going on inside of your head, and that is the most important sexual power you got.'

'I can work on that.' she said earnest.

'What about you, sweetness? What do I need to know about you?' he asked.

'Other than I sleep on the right side of the bed?' she let out a throaty laugh.

'Smart ass.'

She hesitated for a moment, there was a lot she wanted to say, but she couldn't find the right words to muster up her feelings. She wanted to tell him about her past experiences, but then thought better of it, he didn't need to know about her failures. She wanted to tell him that she didn't exactly knew what she liked, other than that what he had done the previous times and what she could do to herself. Then she thought about what he had done and it hit her.