The CEO's Wife

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Feelings

How did it start that I took a liking on Castiel Villarama?

When did I became aware of my feelings for him?

I think it started with the little things.

Kahit inaamin ko na noong una ay na-stress din talaga ako sa kakulitan at sobrang energetic nilang dalawa ni Haniel. Pero siguro dahil lang din iyon bago pa lang ako sa Cebu at sa mansyon ng mga Villarama noon.

But later on, nang magtagal na akong nakakasama sila, I came to like them and treated the two brothers and their grandmother as my family. Since sila lang din ang nagtagal ko na ring nakasama nang nandoon ako sa Cebu.

Castiel and I became good friends. Kahit madalas ko siyang sinasaway sa pagpatol niya minsan kay Haniel. But I only did that because ayaw ko rin na pinapaiyak niya ang kapatid niya at bata pa ito. He's really playful sometimes, too.

Nevertheless, we came to like each other. And understand one another. That he could now rely on me, and I to him...

There's understanding between us. There's trust. Na kaya nga natuwa rin kalaunan sina Madam at ang parents ko na makitang maayos naman ang pakikitungo namin ni Castiel sa isa't isa.

Until there was a point when I could already picture us in my mind and him as my husband. And even our future together...

Ang puso ko ay unti-unting natutong makaramdam ng higit pa. At natuto rin na mangarap ng isang buhay na kasama ko siya...

At natanggap ko na si Castiel Villarama ang pakakasalan ko at mapapangasawa.

But not until I saw him that day checked in one of the V Hotels where I was at that time, too. And he was with Erica...

Naguluhan ang isip ko noon. At pati ang puso ko... Hanggang sa makaramdam na ako ng sakit na parang tumusok sa dibdib ko at konting galit din para kay Castiel...

I also felt betrayed.

But then I realized that we are only marrying for the business...

"Are you okay to do this?" Castiel asked me matapos niya akong ihiga sa kama namin.

I looked at him and I nodded.

He kissed my cheek and gently left some more kisses on my skin—my face and down to my jaw, and further down to my neck...

I hate to think that he's already experienced in a thing like this, while I'm not. At least I wasn't before him. A siya pa lang ang nakahawak sa akin nang ganito. Bata pa kami nang maipakilala sa isa't isa at sinabihan nang kailangan naming magpakasal. But I reserved myself for him. And why can't he do the same...

Kahit na magpapakasal lang naman kami para sa negosyo, but he could choose to be honest and not to betray me like that, can he?

Pinagmukha niya akong tanga...

But none of my thoughts of this matter now. I will still embrace him now. Because I've become stupid. So stupid.

Naramdaman ko na lang that Castiel was already slowly undressing me...

Hindi naman ako pumayag na ako lang, kaya basta ko na lang din inabot ang laylayan ng damit niya. And then I pulled the hem of his shirt upwards. Gusto kong hubarin na rin niya ang damit niya.

Nakita niya ang ginawa ko kaya tumigil muna siya to unbutton his white dress shirt that he used to go to work today. Ang suit naman niya ay kanina pa niya nahubad. I helped him with the unbuttoning of his shirt.

Ganoon din ang ginawa niya sa damit ko hanggang tuluyan na itong mahubad at maalis sa katawan ko...

And then my hands went back down in search for his pants. Nahawakan ko na siya roon at nakapa ko pa ang umbok sa pantalon niya.

Natigilan ako at tumingin ako sa mukha niya. He looked in some kind of pain when I touched him there...

Kaya tinigil ko rin at hindi ko alam ang sunod na gagawin ko...

"It's okay..." He breathily said, before he moved to undo his pants...

I saw him got up and stood sa paanan ng kama namin, and in front of me as he completely undressed himself...

Nag-iwas naman ako nang tingin. Pero binalik ko rin ang mga mata ko sa kaniya hanggang sa bumalik din naman siya agad sa kama para saluhan ako...

While he's already completely naked now, I was still in my underwear—my bra and panty...

"Can I..."

Tumango lang ako sa kaniya at hinayaan ko siyang tulungan ako sa pagkalas ng hook ng bra ko at pagbaba ng panty ko sa mga binti ko...

It was... I don't know how to explain the sensation I was feeling while all of that were happening... It was a different kind of feeling—something new and kind of good to feel...

Nanlaki na lang ang mga mata ko nang maramdaman ko ang kamay ni Castiel sa gitna ng mga hita ko. "What are you doing?" I asked him.

"You're wet..." He said.

Pero natigilan din ako nang ginalaw niya pa ang kamay at mga daliri niyang nasa pagkababae ko... Damn him!

I gritted me teeth, but then ended up parting my lips again as I can feel the sensation...

I heard Castiel sighing. "Forgive me for being inadequate... But I promise to learn this thing more with you..." He said na hindi ko na rin nakuha pa talaga nang buo ang sinasabi niya dahil parang nawawala na ako sa sarili ko.

Basta kung saan ko na lang naramdaman ang mga kamay at labi ni Castiel sa akin. I felt him leaving kisses on my neck again. While I can also feel the touch of his hand on my breast...

And he's right. I was indeed feeling wet in between my thighs...

And he did more than leaving kisses and marks, and more than the touches he did to my body... But he also used his mouth and tongue in between my thighs... What the hell?

I mean, I'm new to this. But I'm not that dumb to learn nothing from school with our sex education and some things about intercourse from my friends who has the experience...

But isn't this dirty? What Castiel was doing to me... What the hell? But whatever. I think I'm liking his lips and tongue on my really wet femininity right now...

Parang nahahapo pa ako pagkatapos kahit wala naman talaga halos akong ginawa at si Castiel lang ang gumawa noon sa akin... And after it, he's already like ready to do it fully, that he parted my legs and positioned himself in between me...

He kissed me once again on my cheek. And it was a gentle kiss. Before I slowly felt him moving in between my parted thighs...

And I swear that it really hurts the first time. At nakalmot ko na ang likod niya. Pero parang wala lang naman iyon kay Castiel at nagpatuloy lang siya sa ginagawa...

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