𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 - 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

16 | Foggy Windows

Another kiss is all it takes
You can't sleep, you can't eat
There's no doubt, you're in deep
_

I don't bottom. I have before but that was one time and I said "Never again". It was uncomfortable and very painful.

This was different. It was good, so fucking good. I spent the rest of the weekend thinking about it—about him. My professor who I shouldn't be thinking about. I shouldn't have gotten involved with him but it's too late now.

I think about him constantly. His hands, mouth, voice, moans, eyes, and body that was clean from any ink unlike mine or anyone I've been with. He was pure in a different way. A breath of fresh air. A little innocent when it came to being with me—with a guy.

"Fourth time I'm catching you in your head" Jeongin points out as he walks around the Island and grabs my bowl of cereal I seemed to abandon in front of me, eating it.

I shake my head, letting him eat it "Just thinking"

"About the guy you were with the other night?"

I swallow harshly "You aren't going to let that down are you?"

Jeongin shrugs, swirling the spoon in the bowl "I will when you stop inviting random people here in the middle of the night"

"He's not a random guy" My voice was defensive and Jeongin stared at me with a look in his eyes, "Sorry—"

"It's that serious between you two?"

I lick my lips and I want to nod but instead, I hesitantly shake my head "No" Jeongin furrows his brows and I stand up, "I gotta head out, see you later"

"See you"

_

I bite at the end of my pen, brows pushed together as I stare at the question on the paper. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I sighed lowly, pulling it out and looking at it from under the table.

Stop biting on your pen like that

I look up and my eyes catch my professors. His eyes were dark and I swallowed harshly. I haven't seen him since that night and I knew by the look in his eyes that I wasn't the only one who couldn't stop thinking about it.

Make me

I want to make you do a lot of things

I looked back up at him and his eyes were looking down at his phone, my phone buzzing again making me look down.

Like for starters, bending you over this desk while you scream my name

When and what time?

"If Mr. Lee catches you on your phone during the test he'll make you stay after class" Seungmin whispers and I quickly turn my phone off so he doesn't see it.

"No talking," The professor tells us and I look at him and he stares at me and I can see the small flush on his cheeks. I smirk, knowing it was from my text.

The rest of the lecture was nothing unusual. Minho gave us tests every week and I passed them all, not because we secretly fucked but because I'm secretly a nerd.

Everyone got up to leave and I started to pack up my things, "I'm going over tonight, Jeongin said something about steak and I was sold" Seungmin told me as he slung his bag over his shoulder.

"Save some for me," I say to him and he furrows his brows.

"You work late tonight?"

I nod "Yeah, this guy is adamant about me finishing his sleeve in one session. He's paying a lot and I need the money"