Don't call me "kid", Don't call me "baby"
Look at this idiotic fool that you made me
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The cold air hits my face and I hug my body, walking up to the car and getting in, "Let's not make you coming late a night a thing" I tell him, joking around.
I swallowed harshly as I looked over to him and he didn't look at me. He looked at the wheel and didn't say anything. I shifted uncomfortably.
"Minho—"
"We can't continue this" He blurts out, his face almost looked pained from his words.
"What happened?" I ask, confused because his hands were all over me hours ago when he was ready to suck my dick.
"I was just—Just curious" I grimace, feeling sick. "I can't do it anymore. I can't hurt June, she loves me"
My eyes catch sight of the light hickey on his neck and I look away, he fucked her. "Do you love her?" He doesn't respond and I scoff bitterly. Looking at him, I say "I hope you had fun fucking her tonight"
"Ji, don't"
"Don't fucking call me that" I snap, and he finally looks at me. His eyes held so many emotions as they glistened with tears.
"I'm sorry", he reaches over and I avoids his touch.
"I don't want your half-ass apology," I tell you him and let out a bitter laugh "You know what, thank you" I start, "Thank you for ending whatever this was because I simply hated the feeling of carrying your burden, you have a girlfriend and I've been dying to fuck someone else" I get out of the car.
"Ji—"
"Fuck you!" I yell before slamming the door and walking away.
Getting inside the apartment building, I felt it all. My heavy chest and my vision finally blurred. I leaned my back onto the wall and without wanting to—I cried.
I pathetically cried because I did care. I cared too much and I knew that was wrong. I knew it would end up like this. He would choose her because at the end of the day, there was no competition, it was her at the end of the day who he had a life with.
My head was in my hands and I cried, sitting on the floor. I didn't let people in. I didn't get close to people in this way but I allowed it. I was blindsided by my own feelings.
*Song rec - illicit affairs
by Taylor Swift*
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Fanfiction[COMPLETED] He was his professor and it's shouldn't have happened, but it did. Hands roamed and whispers shared in the dark but in a room full of people all they had was lingering stares and feelings left unsaid. - TeacherxStudent • Secret Romance ...
