Come back to me-Gracie Abrams

chapter 3

Gracie's POV-

I kept taking sips out of my cup as I watched Scar dance with Jenna. I didn't even know that she would be here, I mean when I saw her my heart literally dropped. I haven't stopped thinking about her ever since I left. I know it's stupid and it sounds terrible but I tried to move on from her and I just couldn't.

"Are you okay?" Diana asks.

"yeah why?" I said taking another sip of my drink.

"um because you look angry and you're gripping your cup." Liv says with a chuckle looking into my eyes.

"Nothing it's just I didn't know she would be here." I said pointing behind them.

They turned around and then turned back to look at me with their eyes wide.

"Oh yikes and she's dancing with Jenna like that. You better go get your girl." Diana said.

My girl. That's who she was and I was so stupid to throw it away for a guy I didn't even really like. I was with him but barely even let him kiss me or touch me. I was lonely and he knew that so he did the best he could to take advantage of that and it worked. My girl. I wish it was me dancing with her instead.

"gracie? hello?" I hear Olivia say.

I hum still looking at her feeling myself get more upset.

"Are you good?" Diana asks putting her hand on my shoulder.

I look at them and nod and then hand them my drink.

"I'm just gonna go to the bathroom quick can you guys just hold onto my drink?" I ask.

They nod and I walk away to find the nearest bathroom.

When I walked into the bathroom I looked at myself in the mirror and just sighed. None of this would be happening if I didn't mess it up. It seems like no matter what I do I just mess up the good things in my life. I felt tears forming in my eyes.

Out of nowhere the door opened and someone got pushed it.

"what the fuck!" They said.

But I could pick that voice up even in a crowded room and know who it is.

"scar?" I said quietly.

She turned and her eyes went wide.

"no fuck no." She said turning around and trying to open the door again.

"it's locked scar you're not getting out until they open it." I said looking down.

She turned around and slid down to sit down with her back against the door facing me but she was looking up, almost as if she just didn't want to look at me.

The bathroom was silent for about 5 minutes, all we could hear was the loud music and the people talking from outside the door faintly. I was looking at her the whole time just taking her all in even though she wasn't looking at me back. She somehow looked even more beautiful since the last time I saw her.

"what Gracie?" she said finally looking at me.

I bit my lip nervously and took a deep breath in.

"sorry i-

"you were looking at me so what?" she said again sounding annoyed.

"do you hate me?" I asked.

She let a laugh out and then looked up shaking her head.

"Did you leave me to go date some wack ass DJ that you knew for a couple of months after being with me for 2 years and then just forget about me? oh wait Gracie did you also ignore me for 7 months and then randomly send me flowers congratulating me on my album that was clearly about you ripping my heart out of my chest while you were off in your little honey moon phase with your new little boyfriend? which let me say again is a wack ass DJ who makes music that sounds like absolute ass? should I keep going?" she said looking at me directly in my eyes.

She sounded so mad and hurt which destroyed me. I knew that I hurt her and that what I did was messed up and i'll always regret it. I didn't even know what to say.

She got up and walked closer to me with tears in her eyes so I tried backing away but my back hit the wall.

"I really hope the piece of shit was worth it Gracie." She said looking down at me.

I felt tears form into my eyes as I looked up into her eyes.

"none of it was worth it scarlet. I hate myself for it and I will forever regret it." I said putting my hand on her cheek.

She closed her eyes as I began to rub her cheek with my thumb. Her tears were now falling down her face and mine.

"no! you don't get to do this to me." she said pushing my hand away and turning around with her hands on her head.

"i'm sorry i'm so fucking sorry you have no idea. I left him I don't want him. please scar just talk to me I miss you so much it's driving me crazy." I said walking closer to her.

I went to grab her hand but she moved it away and just put her back towards me. She was taking deep breaths in so I knew she was crying and trying to calm herself down.

"I waited months just to hear those words come out of your mouth." she said quietly turning to face me.

"But now they mean nothing to me. I don't hate you but I promise you that I tried so hard to. I love you Gracie I think a part of me always will but please you've already done enough to hurt me." she said softly, looking down at me again.

"I know baby I know and i'm sorry for hurting you. I love you so much and that's why I left him. I barely let him touch me or even kiss me, you were on my mind literally the whole time. I don't even know why I stayed with him for so long. I think I was ashamed and embarrassed and I felt so fucking bad for doing what I did. Please scar please forgive me." I said with my voice cracking at the end.

I reached down for her hand again and this time she let me hold it and she looked into my eyes.

"I-

The door opened and she turned around dropping my hand.

"hey! found the key." Olivia said smiling.

Her smile dropped when she looked at us.

"yeah i'm sure you did." scarlet said basically running out.

I yelled her name but there was no point, she wasn't coming back.

Olivia shut the door and hugged me as I began to cry harder. Once I calmed down I explained to her what happened.

"I think the conversation was needed but you guys are also both drunk so it was never going to end well. You guys need to talk when you're both in the right head space." she said rubbing my back.

"but she doesn't want to see me. she's so angry with me and I understand why completely it's just, I need her and I always will but I messed that up and I don't think she'll ever take me back." I said taking a deep breath in.

Olivia got up and put her hand out for me to grab.

"Come on, let's go back to your place. I'll sleep over." she said with a small smile.

I nodded wiping my tears and then grabbed her hand and got up.

A/n-

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