Come back to me-Gracie Abrams

chapter 33

2 weeks later.

Gracies POV-

It was around 4am when I reached over to put my arm around Scarlet, but she wasn't there. I opened my eyes and got up confused turning my side lamp on, quickly looking around my room.

I got up from my bed.

"Scar?" I called out.

But no response.

I walked down the hall to the bathroom and saw that the light was on so I knocked on the door.

"Scar? baby are you okay?" I said.

I heard her begin to move around and then she opened the door quickly.

"yes my love I just um needed to pee so I got up quietly trying not to wake you. Did I wake you?" she asked.

"no I just realized you weren't next to me." I said looking at her.

she looked down at me and wrapped her arms around me.

"lets go back to sleep babe." she said, gently kissing my lips.

I smiled into the kiss and then we both walked back to my room and got into bed.

I woke up again around 9am. Scarlet was still asleep next to me so I placed a kiss on her cheek and went to the bathroom to start getting ready for the day.

I put my hand on my bathroom counter sighing as I looked in the mirror because I was still tired but I felt something so I lifted it up and saw something white, like powder. I put my hand under the sink and grabbed a paper towel drying it. I went to grow throw away the paper towel and saw a little bag under another paper towel.

I picked it up and my heart immediately dropped. There were little bits of what looked like a pill but almost all of it was gone. I felt tears streaming down my face but I felt angry too. I opened the bathroom door and went back into my room and threw the little bag at her and shook her awake.

"Gracie what-"

"Is that what you were doing at 4 in the fucking morning?" I yelled.

"What are you-"

"You might wanna get better at hiding your little drug filled bags." I said, crossing my arms.

She looked down and saw the bag and looked at me.

"Gracie-

"How long?"I said.

"Come on babe-

"Scarlet how fucking long have you been doing drugs and keeping it from me?" I said raising my voice.

"Since livs party." she said quietly.

I scoffed wiping my tears.

"So I was right." I said taking a deep breath in.

"What?" she said looking at me.

"I heard you in the bathroom with someone at her party and you were coughing and sniffling. It was Timothee? wasn't it? " I asked.

She went to grab my hand but I pushed it away.

"baby pl-

"don't touch me scar just please go." I said, trying not to break down.

"I'm sorry." she said.

"I don't care scarlet please just go and leave me alone." I said looking at her in her eyes.

I could tell she was hurt by my words which hurt me but I couldn't let that take away from what shes doing and keeping from me.

She nodded and got up slowly.

"I love you so much i'm sorry baby I really am." she said walking out of my room.

Once I heard her downstairs and the door open and close I immediately broke down. Why would she keep this from me? What drove her to go back into doing these things? Was it me? Was being on tour with me too stressful for her?

Scarlets POV-

"You did what!" Sabrina yelled at me.

"can you please not yell." I said putting my face in my hands.

"do you remember the last time you fucking did drugs scarlet? you literally almost died! I almost lost my sister and now you're doing them again? And you fucking hid it from gracie? look you're my sister but no one can help you on this. I'm so sick of you doing this shit!" Finley said mad.

He then walked out of my apartment and I watched as the door slammed.

"they have every right to be mad with you because even I am but you're my bestfriend so i'm obviously going to help you." mia said sitting next to me.

Sab sighed and sat next to me as well.

"is it bad again?" sab whispered.

"I just do it once a day-

"you've been doing it every day since Olivias party? fuck scar." Mia said.

"I've just been feeling so low! I can't fucking help it and it's the only thing that helps and I know it's wrong but I missed the feeling of it." I said looking down.

They wrapped their arms around me and I just began to cry. I fucked up everything, its all my fault.

"do you guys think Gracie hates me?" I said sniffling.

"I don't think she hates you but she may be upset with you or angry which is acceptable, you know? I think maybe she just needs space. I texted Olivia and they're together so just know she's not alone but she does need the space." Sab said rubbing my shoulder.

I nodded and just hugged them tighter.

It was now around 10pm and I've texted and called Gracie but I get nothing back. I know she's angry with me but I need to see her.

I got in my car and began driving to her apartment. Once I got there I immediately went up to her apartment and let myself in since I had a key.