Starting Over (TojixReader)

Take it out on Me

It's 3 p.m and you're getting ready to go see Megumi when he gets out of school. It's been a week a half seen you've see this little boy. You miss him so much. He is the light to your dark tunnel. As you're getting ready, you get a text from Gojo. "Good luck today! Megumi is gonna FREAK when he sees you! Let me know how it all goes!" You look at the text and smile. You text him back. "Thank you! I'll give you all the juicy details when all is done!" Gojo has became your best friend since the birthday party. You both talk to each other about everyday and it could be about anything. Gojo always has something to talk about. You didn't think you would have any type of relationship with Gojo cause he's so egotistical and extroverted.  When you met him, he was a straight up douche. But getting to know him, he's not that bad. You on the other hand, the total opposite. The first time he met you, he thought you were a total bitch. You still are but, he's grown to it. He likes to pick on you because of it. Gojo is kind of like a brother to you. 

You get to the school around 3:10 and the kids start rushing out. Your heart starts racing. All your thoughts start to bounce everywhere. You think about Toji seeing you, Megumi being mad at you.. Maybe hating you. "(Y/N)! (Y/N)! YOU'RE HERE!" You get out of your thoughts and shake your head. The biggest smile comes across your face. A little boy with black hair, flipping up from the sides, with his backpack hanging from his arm, comes running towards you. You start to tear up. "Guumi, I missed you baby! Come here!" You say as you bend down and open your arms to him. He runs straight into them. The hug you give him is indescribable. You squeeze him and start to cry. "I missed you so much, Megumi." You pull him back to look at him. "You're getting so big. So tall baby. How have you been?" You asked him.

As Megumi goes to answer, Toji walks up behind him. You look up at him. A tear rolls down your face. So much is happening. You look back down at Megumi to fix his shirt. "I been good. I learn how to do math with daddy. Today is the first-" Toji interrupts him by saying, "Okay, she asked how have you been doing not what you been doing." You laugh a little. Megumi hugs you again. He puts his arms around your neck and doesn't let go. "Can you not do that again?" He asked you. You get up with Megumi locked around your neck and you wrapped his legs around your waist. "Do what baby?" You ask him as you look at Toji. "Don't leave for a week again. Daddy was really sad and I was too." He said quietly. You hugged him again while holding him. "Never again Megumi. I promise." You whisper in his ear. Toji watches and smiles. He missed you. Megumi sits up from you and asks, "Can I come over?" You smile and say, "Only if your dad is up to it, I'm sure he's busy baby." Toji laughs. He looks at both of you. "Take him. I'll meet you guys over there." Toji responds. Megumi is so happy and yells, "YESS, THANK YOU DADDY!" You give the biggest smile while watching Megumi. "Okay, well we will see you there Toji." You say to him. 

On the way back to your house, Megumi spills the beans about everything he has been doing. He told you that he learned about Toji's job and also how to make his own cereal. You look at him through the rear view mirror as he talks. He makes you feel so content. You truly love this kid. As you pull up to the house, Megumi gets more excited. He starts to take off his seatbelt as he gets up. "Hey, wait Gumi, the car is still moving." You state. "It's okay, daddy let's me do it all the time." He tells you. You roll your eyes. That's definitely not safe. You finally park and Megumi jumps out the car. There is a few things you need to grab out of the car so you tell Megumi that he needs to wait a minute. Toji pulls up as you and his son walk into the house. "Daddy's here baby." Megumi nods and runs straight for his room. You shake your head and just smile. The front door was kept cracked for Toji to let himself in. Toji walks in not to long after and sets Megumi's things down. As he does, he looks up. You're walking back to Megumi's room. He can't help but look you up and down. A sigh comes out of his mouth as he starts to walk back to you. 

"Wait, you got me new toys?!! DAD! COME HERE!" Megumi yells as he opens his new gifts. You did a lot of online shopping while you were home. Anything that reminded you of Megumi, you got. Toji walks up behind you and asked, "What for?" You smile and answer, "Because I missed that little booger. Figured I could steal him away again with few new shiny things." Toji chuckles. You move out of the way so Toji could get in Megumi's room. He helps Megumi opens the rest of his toys as you watch and take pictures of this moment. You realized nothing really mattered other than this moment right here. 

A few hours after dinner, Megumi suggested we should watch a movie together. Even though it was around his bedtime, Toji allowed it. He realized how much happier he was around you and he so much more comfortable with you. "Hey, look." Toji pointing down at your legs. You look down and see that Megumi is sound asleep. You rub his head and smile. "Little man can't hang tonight I guess." You say. "I'm gonna grab his things and go put them in-" You interrupted, "Toji, he has a bed here. He's also not too far from school. Let him stay. Look how tired he is." You say as you pout your lips. Toji smiles at you and shakes his head. "You and Megumi always seem to get your way with me when you're together. It really isn't fair." You smile back at him as you get up to put Megumi in bed. 

When you both get back to the living room, the ending credits are still playing on the tv. You sit on the couch and hit the back button on the remote. The tv goes silent. Toji comes to sit next to you after you turn off the credits. Nothing is said. The silence gets louder. Your heart starts to beat faster and you start to feel anxious. Toji looks over at you and puts his hand on your leg. You look at his hand as he begins to talk. "I'm sorry for getting upset with you. 10 years is a lot of time to do whatever you want. You did just that." You look up at him and say defensively, "You did too." Toji sighs. "I know. That's why I shouldn't be mad." He says. He keeps his hand on your leg and he moves it up more. "But what you told me really did bother me.. like there is no way he fucked you that good." His hand goes up even further. Your breathing pattern starts to get heavy. The temperature around you starts to feel hot. "For you to keep it a secret and then brag about it to me when we are fighting. That's not you." His hand reaches your vagina. You look right into his eyes as he starts to move his fingers around. "Toji, not here." You say as you moan. You couldn't help it. "Shhh.. you're making all of the noise." He whispers. He moves his hand from over your pants to under your pants. You weren't wearing any panties. He chuckles. "Did you do this on purpose?" The fact that this is all happening has you so overwhelmed but you don't want it to stop. "No, but I guess I got lucky.. fucckk.." You moan quietly. He starts to moves his fingers over your clit. You start to breath harder. "Fuck Toji, I-"  You moaned. He starts to move his fingers faster.  "You're getting close huh?" He whispered in your ear. You start to breather harder. Your moans start to get louder. He covers your mouth with his other hand. Everything is getting hot around you as you start to shake. He holds his hand over your mouth harder to insure there isn't any noise. "God, you're so wet (Y/n). You made a mess." 

Editors note: This is will be in 2 parts. Things are getting so intense. One of my favorite chapters so far!