Realization

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Kakashi


I couldn't believe it. This was actually how she thought of me. How they all thought of me. After years of undying loyalty, I was nothing more than a beast they had to keep an eye on so it didn't go out of control.

I made my way to the forest slowly. I know he was waiting for me but I also knew he was watching and listening. I hoped beyond hope that he would be understanding and be a little patient. That he could put his anger aside for a moment and just be my friend. I don't care if he had to pretend.

Once there I made my way to a secluded area and felt him stand behind me a second later.

"Kakashi".

"Please, please just take me away from here. I don't care where"? I whispered. 























He kamuied us to a room. It was large and spacious with a big-sized bed in front of a window, a TV mounted on the wall with a dresser underneath it, a bathroom that connected to it on the left, and a bunch of bookshelves full to the brim. I took my shoes off and immediately laid down holding myself, he sat next to me.

"You're a jinjuriki".

I nodded.

"How long"?  "It happened a month before the Kanaba bridge mission, I wanted to tell you but I didn't know how. I was scared". He moved laying behind me with his arms around me. "Scared that I wouldn't see you the same way anymore? That I'd think of you as a monster"?

"Everyone else does. Tenzo used wood style to capture Naruto, there's nothing stopping him from doing the same thing to me. The only thing that's saving me is my loyalty".

"Did you truly not know they felt this way"? "No, I had no reason to believe they didn't. Am I that naive Obito"? He gently stroked my arm. "In a way yes but that's not a bad thing. You've lost so many people it's only natural you would want to be loyal to the only people you had left that you considered family.

It doesn't have to be that way anymore though. I'm here now, I'm not dead. You can feel me, hear my heartbeat, hear my voice".

"Why didn't you come sooner? Why let me think you were dead"? "I didn't plan on it, originally I had it in my mind that I would go back for you but I couldn't. I had to form the Akatsuki so I could protect my fathers and uncles.

They weren't safe and I needed to make sure they were. If not for them we wouldn't be talking, there's so much you don't know". "I just, I just wanted somewhere I belonged".

"You always belonged with me, we were always there for each other". "You hate me now". "Anger is an emotion, it's capable of fading away just like any other". "Love"  "love is different, love will always remain". "I've missed you so much".

"I've missed you too". He kissed the side of my head.























Naruto


The cell to my door opened up and the next thing I knew a rag was being held over my mouth. I struggled in the person's grip trying to get free but they had my hands held down behind my back. My head became hazy and everything soon turned to black.





















When I came to I found myself strapped to a bed. Machines were everywhere with glass windows looming over me. The lights flickered on and I had to close them immediately as to not be blinded by them.

"From now on this will be a requirement of your stay at Hozuki Castle ninetailes. Once a week you will come here for tests. We will determine just how strong your seal is and how much chakra you have left after being placed under the fire celestial prison. Your chakra will also be converted to energy to keep the lights on and machines running smoothly. This will be one of the jobs assigned specifically to you nine tails". Lord Mui spoke over an intercom.

I was about to say something but ended up screaming in pain as electricity surged through my body. I had been hit by lightning-style Justus before, Sasuke's Chidori being one of them but none of those hurt as bad as this did.

It felt as if I was being hit with a combination of different lighting styles that had a power boost of up to ten. It hurt. It felt as if my insides and brain were being fried to a crisp. I wanted to get out of here. I wanted to lie down on the floor and curl up into the ball until the pain stopped but what I wanted most was him.

I wanted him to come and get me. To hold me in his arms until the pain stopped and say he wasn't going to leave me. Everyone left me. My parents, Sasuke, Gramny Tsunade, Captain Yamato, even my own sensei has abandoned me. I have no one.


That's not true. I'm still here

Kurama






















Once everything was over I was thrown back into my cell. I crawled back into my bed slowly and laid underneath the blanket that did a horrible job at keeping me warm. I had my clothes back on but I was still cold. I was tired, weak. It felt as if I could close my eyes right now and fall into a deep sleep for a matter of weeks.

Kurama tried to wrap his tails around me as a way of keeping me warm but all it did was end up hurting us both.


I'm sorry

Why do you care now all of a sudden?

I've always cared about you Kit but the villager's words were deeply embedded into your mind and heart about me.

For as long as I can remember they've always called me a monster, a demon child, and a bastard because my parents are dead. Sakura always hits me for doing something wrong and says it's because I have no one to teach me right from wrong. Whenever that would happen Mashi would hit her for me and yell at her. I could never do that though

It's because you thought of her as your friend but she never was. She only cared about Sasuke even though he never gave her the time of day

Sasuke's not bad, he's just careful of who he opens up to.

I know. You, Shikamaru, Neji, and Gaara are his only friends

Gaara. Do you think he knows?

I highly doubt it. They know the two of you are friends after all

Do you think he'll ever find out what happened to me

He's a part of the Akatsuki so there's a strong possibility

What's the possibility of him coming tor me

I don't know but what I do know is that if he has to come for you he will, him and Kakashi

Kakashi sensei didn't defend me

There's a lot you don't know about your sensei, for starters he's also a jinjuriki

H he is



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