Why?

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What is happening to me?

Everything was fine.

How is it happening?

Things had seemed so well.

I do not understand.

I do not know why.

It is scaring me.

It is confusing me.

I can't do anything right.

I seem to be all over the place.

I don't know what I'm doing.

I just seem to be going.

This confusion is scaring me.

The reality sets in.

Things never changed before.

It was just a charaded war.

I'm lost.

I'm scared.

I'm alone.

I cry

Whatever I do these days

Nothing seems to be me

I've become more violent.

Verbally and physically.

Talking about it helped before

But I fear it will do no good

This is all inexplainable

But still it scares me now.

What is happening to me?

How is it happening? 

Everything was fine before.

Why . . . why . . . why??

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