Chapter 81

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Tine just couldn't believe what his mate just told to him and frankly the Omega did not like it after everythinghis mate still want to touch him. Plus he just couldn't believe Sarawat  has the guts to take him back to his bed after the humiliation. Is this man for real?. How can his mate think about sleeping with him again after making him feel worse like shit plus he still didn't understand when he made him feel disgusted which he was speaking about earlier. How can he allow to let his mate to touch  him again when there's no love in the first place. Is Sarawat again wants to humiliate him about being unskilled in bed. The Omega didn't wanted to go through the humiliation once again and he clearly remember the way how his mate made him feel the very next morning after their love making. It breaks Tine heart and it didn't made him feel good. The Omega hissed at his mate "Why? Why do you want to hold some weakling Omega like me in your arms to sleep the night?. Did you forget I was the same Omega who cannot be tamed? ...By the way Why you didn't went to your girlfriend?. Where is your sweetheart Zea?". Though Tine was least interested to find out about his husband's girlfriend but he couldn't stop himself from taunting his husband. It was true the Omega  missed his husband to death but he did not forget how Sarawat played with his feelings just to fulfill his lust. And after all this years Tine wasn't angry or fury to be honest but the Omega was hurt badly, and he was afraid that Sarawat will once again hurt him after eight years. After eight years Tine was thinking his husband changes because of his children but now after hearing his husband words the Omega wasn't sure what Sarawat Guntituthon actually wants from him. Clearly he hated sleeping with him after that night. The Alpha doesn't love him then why and for what reason Sarawat Guntituthon wants to take him to his bed and wants to sleep holding him in his arms. Frankly for the second time Tine doesn't wanted to get humiliated. Nonetheless he find the easiest escape to sleep with his daughter but now it really doesn't make any sense to innocent Tine. No matter how much he wrecked his brain he can't point out the reason. The Omega  feels like shit having loved the man with everything and loosing his virg.inity then getting judged and humiliated in return about not being good in bed because for god sake the Omega wasn't any wh.ore who had slept with number of mens to know A to Z about se.x and inter coarse.

In response Sarawat only blinked at his wife and bit his lip feeling guilty for his behavior as he silently continue making his way towards his bedroom carrying Tine in his arms. When he reached inside the bedroom the Alpha made his Omega wife sit on the bed. Tine stayed quiet waiting for his husband to reply as he observe his husband had a look of hurt on his face but hell, he was going to fall for it and allow his husband to touch him again so that he can tell him how bad he was. Never Ever. Sarawat pull his hair back in frustration thinking how to made his wife understand he started after sighing out loudly "Tine, baby I didn't mean to hurt you okay?. I called you weakling and said all those things because I was angry. I was hurt by your words ... ". Tine frown at that. Now Sarawat was really joking. He did not remember that he said something that can hurt his mate. The Omega was extremely sure about it. Tine shook his head stating "You're lying Wat. I never said any thing that can hurt you and make you angry but maybe I did said and upset your girlfriend next morning". Sarawat immediately close the gap and grabs the Omega hand in his explaining "Tine..let's not drag Zea and focus on the problem between us. Okay?". Tine blink at his husband then he look away from his husband's face. Sarawat started "Tine, baby please remember that night. You make a mistake by saying those words. Then I made mistake by misunderstanding your words". Tine still did not get it,  he think hard about what his husband was asking him. Then he question his husband looking hurt "That's all was my mistake and you went to your girlfriend leaving me?". Sarawat shook his head and cupped his wife's cheeks saying earnestly "No, I shouldn't have said all those things to you. I shouldn't have call Zea after kicking her out but I was hurt too. I wasn't thinking straight because your words hurt me. Nobody treated me like you did, no one played this hard to get with me in the bed. Baby ...your words hurt me deeply that night and I'm really sorry. I know you were overwhelmed with everything.  It was your first time, You had a broken ankle. I was crazy to think otherwise.. I just fucked up by misinterpreting your words". Tine still didn't get what he said that hurt his husband, neither understanding most of the explanation his husband was giving him. He doesn't know what to think about that night anymore. Tine get lost in his own thought when Sarawat asked "Please say something baby.. just dont stay quiet. Let's clear all our differences today. Forgive me?". The Omega sigh if he forgive his husband it will be very easy for Sarawat but he also want to give his husband a hard time. He did said not to forgive him easily. When Tine didn't said anything the Alpha question bringing their face closer and question looking inyo Tine's eyes "Baby ..Did you said those things because you were hurt? Did I hurt you? ....Was I fucked you too fast? Was I too slow? Was I too hard? Rough? ... I know you weren't ready and I should have waited more but I just couldn't help You were so innocent and sexy...and I can't turn back time but believe me it was one of the best moment of my life. You were everything I ever wanted. I only wanted to fuck you.  Just you and no one else". Tears fell down on Tine's cheeks after hearing his husband as he blink at his husband. He find it very difficult to believe in Sarawat as he question "You're not lying. I ..wasn't bad? You like doing it with me?". Sarawat immediately nods his head he pressed his forehead against his Omega wife stating "I like it alot... I know you ....you won't believe me but I  just dont wanted to stop fuc.king you and wanted you more and every day and all my life". Tine pulled back his face to look at his husband with wide and shocking eyes as if he had grown two heads. His husband like it then also his mate left him and went to his girlfriend. While the Alpha question back sounding confused "Baby...Did...Did you not like it doing with me?. Was I not good enough for you? Not big enough? You wanted to do differently". Tine heart was already beating faster, he  didn't know anyone could be this big. His breath hitched just thinking about his husband big C causing his mouth went dry to even utter a word in response. Sarawat asked again "Tine.. talk to me baby... I promise I'll improve next time. You decide the position". Tine quickly wipes his cheeks as he shook his head grimacing at his husband "Wat.. that was my first and last time. I don't  have reference to compare. I don't have much experience in this .... unlike You who had... fucked half of the nation's hot chicks". Sarawat had a blank expression and as his wife's words sink in, he blinked dumbly. The Alpha cheeks turned bright red and he blushed hard making Omega to look amused then the Omega frown realizing he made his husband blush for real?.

Sarawat suddenly turned his head to look away from his wife face. He bit his lip and scratches his neck saying "umm Right... I took your virg.inity that night. But please tell me why did you said those words. Why did you push me away?. Was I bad in bed. Did you not like it when I fuck you? Did I hurt your P?. Why did you wanted to leave the bed right after I come inside you?. Please tell me truthfully or I will go crazy if I dont find out what you were feeling that night". Tine immediately look down in embarrassment he was half shy and half annoyed to talk about it so bluntly. The Omega began to rub his forehead think Oh Moon goddess why this Alpha still got a dirty mouth. He's  father of three children but he is as shameless as he was eight years ago when it comes to se.x. Is there any way for him to escape again. Sarawat once again called out "Tine.. please say something. Don't stay silent. I really want to know what you were feeling when I fucked you". Tine look up and asked "Did you really want to talk about this. Isn't it too late to discuss about thing happened eight years ago?". Sarawat immediately reached out grab Tine's hands in his and shook his head stating "No. I want to know specially after the way you were looking. You also cried? You also scolded Zea next morning and You also look angry? I wanted to know please Tine". The Omega blurted out without thinking "I was upset Okay?! I thought now that You got want you want and you will not want me any more. I was just lying there not able to do anything and you did everything then I lost control.. I thought you will leave me and find other conquest...I thought I wasn't good enough for you. I thought you wouldn't like it doing again with me. I don't wanted you to see me wanting you more... So I.. I pushed you away first before you do and break my heart.... I excuse myself asking to go take shower so that I can cry my heart out". Sarawat look at his wife with wide eyes and extremely shocked.  His mouth open yo say something but then suddenly he was speechless. His opened mouth close it. He look like a robot for a good minute. Then he question "You change the sheets because..". Tine frown and remeber he did change the sheets as he explained "... There was.... red on it so I had to change it. I didn't wanted you to see the disgusted sight of the stain I made on it". Sarawat gets up and walk away from his wife. He pull back his hair as he groan inwardly for his stupidness. At this point the Alpha literally wanted to fly to another planet after all the revelation. He fucked his eight fucking years of his family for nothing. When the Alpha calm down he immediately close the gap between them both. This time Sarawat literally pushed his sitting wife on his back and climb up on Omega's delicate body. Tine immediately tried to struggle under his husband but the Alpha isn't ready to give in to his wife.

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