Past: Tronnor

Chapter 38

***Troye's P.O.V.***

Connor and I had skyped everyday since he left. It's been about 2 weeks since he went back to New York and on last nights Skype call we had decided our holiday was about due.

My family has gotten a bit better. Granted, they're still moping around and not putting in effort to actually go anywhere, but, at least they're smiling every once in a while.

When I awaken the in the morning I feel disappointment that yet again I won't be able to wake up and have coffee while watching the sun rise with Connor. I prepare myself for the day ahead of me and go downstairs to find that my family is all eating breakfast.

I always happen to be the last one up.

"Hey Troye, want something to eat?" Tyde asks.

"Uh... sure, what do you have?" I ask looking to the stove.

"There's pancakes and waffles on the counter" He says taking a forkful of food.

I nod and fix myself a plate, then I take a seat with the rest of my family. As I look around at their rather happy faces I think how I could tell them about the vacation.

"So..." I start out and try to think of what to say. "Earlier I was talking with Connor and I know that our whole family is still pretty shaken up and we really just need to relax-"

"Troye" My father interrupts. "We're fine. If this has anything to do with us going to New York, just please give it up. You can not keep leaving your family for some guy that you've only known for, what, 3 months? This isn't good for you."

"No Dad!" I become filled with both sadness and anger. "Its not that. Connor said he would pay for an entire holiday for us, isn't that good? He's a good person I promise. He wants to help us and he's helped me so much and-"

"Wait... a holiday?" My dad questions, suddenly he becomes intrigued in what I have to say.

"Yea, to like somewhere really cool. Like Jamaica or something. I mean... he would be coming with us, but... still." I expect him to yell at me again since Connor would be joining us on the trip.

"He would pay for the whole thing?" His once-angry-state simmers down.

"Yep." I say with confidence that Connor would.

"I'll think about it." He says, then he takes a large sip of coffee.

I can feel my lips creep upward into a smile upon my face. I continue on eating my breakfast with the rest of my family.

A whole vacation with Connor would be a dream come true. Just sitting on the beach, relaxing, he wouldn't stress about work, I wouldn't stress about him stressing about work. It would be perfect.

I used to dream about a vacation with Tyler. Neither of us could ever afford it though, so we never went.

After breakfast I decide to start kissing up now, so I offer to clean all of the dishes. Of course my dad says yes and I drown them in soap and wipe them up. I finish up and look for anything else I can do to influence his decision.

I dust some things, and then I randomly clean the house.

Once I'm finished I sit next to my dad who had been sitting on the couch watching TV while I was doing all the chores around the house.

"About that vacation..." I smirk in hopes he'll say that he finally decided yes on it.

"What about it?" He asks.

"Have you thought about it anymore..."

"I may have" he shrugs as if it's really no concern of his.

"But Dad, Have you decided yes or no?"

"Get your brother and sister" he demands.

I nod and go find them, then I being them back to the living room so we're all sitting in anticipation of what he has to say.

"In regards to this vacation. I personally would love to go."

"YES!" I yell a bit over excitedly.

"But... There are some guidelines." My siblings groan and roll their eyes but I am perfectly content with the fact that we are going in the first place. "First of all, I would like to speak with Connor on the phone. I need more details on it. Second, I have already talked to Steele about it and he is not going to be able to go because of something with his girlfriend. Third, you all need to behave and get a long before, during, and after this trip" We all nod, "And finally, Troye, if we want you to spend time with us, you spend time with us. But other than that, guess we're going!"

"Thank you dad!" I bring him into a hug.

I run away upstairs to call Connor and tell him about his final decision.

I anxiously wait for him to pick up and when he does I can't do anything but flash my teeth to the camera.

"Why are you so happy?" He laughs.

"Guess what!" I put my hands in fists to my face.

"What?" He asks curiously.

"The trip is on!"

"Really?" He brightens up.

"Uh-huh" I nod vigorously. "I mean, my dad just wants to call you so you guys can discuss the details but other than that the trip is happening!"

"I can't wait!" He pauses and smirks at me. "So if we're going to the beach does this mean I see you shirtless?"

"Connor!" I blush at his comment.

"Ok, ok, but anyway, I'll call your dad in a few minutes, I have to finish up something for the magazine and I should be good"

"Alright, I'll talk to you later, bye!" I wave to the camera and hang up.

I shut my laptop and fall back into my bed with joy. I look around my room and I comfily sink farther into my bed.

I spot my dresser and I get up suddenly upon seeing the pictures I have on it. I take one of the pictures in my hand.

It's Tyler and I. His arms around me and I'm holding his hands. We're both smiling giddily. It was obviously taken before the alcohol. It's always been my favorite picture of us. It only brings back a flood of memories. And now I feel a strong hate for this picture.

It reminds me of how much I loved him, and how much he loved me. It reminds me of how nice and romantic he was. All of it gone to waste by alcohol.

I miss him.

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Sorry this is a short chapter! It's kinda just a little filler before the actual vacation. Speaking of vacation, I'm on the beach as I'm writing this. There is probably going to be another update tomorrow or Friday I'm not sure yet. But yea, also, for my vacation I got the book "the perks of being a wallflower" because I know that's Connors favorite movie and I wanted to read it so I'll tell you guys how it is when I finish.
Also, I don't know if you guys have heard about the carter and Maggie thing and if you didn't basically a video leaks of Carter Reynolds and his girlfriend Maggie and his girlfriend is 16 so she's a minor and in the video carter pressures her into having sex with him and she keeps saying "no" and "I'm uncomfortable" but he just keeps saying "do it" and yea but in my personal opinion he's always been a douchebag. For one, in his "apology" he basically just yells at everyone and blames it all on everyone else.
It just annoys me so much that the magcon guys (ex. Nash and Carter) are so popular. They are in magazines everywhere and have clothing lines, but they really don't deserve it. People like Connor, Troye, Dan, Phil, Joey, ect. THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO DESERVE THE FAME. They respect their fans and prove they love them and aren't homophobic and are actual good role models. Take Phil for instance. He's a 28 year old guy who hasn't ever cursed and is possibly one of the nicer people in the world.
I don't know, I'm sorry if your a fan of Nash or Carter but I'm just not personally.
But on a lighter note, Phils video was adorable as was Connor and Tanya's. Tanya is so sweet and cute omg. Ok yea, that's about it, I love you guys!
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