Past: Tronnor

Chapter 35

***Troye's P.O.V.***

"What are you doing here?" My voice is soft and fragile.

"I couldn't stay away"

I look into his piercing green eyes that look back at me with sadness.

"Come outside" I drag him out the door so we aren't in front of my family.

"What made you change your mind?" I just want to engulf him in a giant hug for coming back.

"I missed you. And you need me as much as I need you" A tear slips down his cheek.

"I really fucking need you." I wrap my arms around his neck and he wraps his around my waist.

"I'll stay as long as you need me." He says once I pull back.

I step closer to him.

"I'll need you forever." Nobody made me feel the way that damn Connor Franta did.

He messes with my hand as he laughs slightly to himself thinking of something he's about to say.

"Hey Troye" he says looking down at my hand.

"Yea" I say to him, he looks up at me when I say my response.

"What would you do if I kissed you?"

I just look at him with a smirk but also with surprise at his question. Did he just subtly imply he wanted to kiss me?

The seconds slip past and I have to come up with an answer for him. But I don't actually say anything to him in response.

I pull him closer to me. I cup his face with my hands and pull his lips to mine. I melt into the kiss and butterflies swirl in my stomach making me feel as if I had just been crowned luckiest boy in the world. His lips form a smile while they're connected to mine. The kiss lasts too short for my liking but since it was only our first I guess it was appropriate.

He pulls away first and I drop my hands from his face.

"Damn your a good kisser" he says with shock.

"Eh, you weren't too bad either" He laughs at my remark.

"So... We should probably plan that next date." he says awkwardly.

"Who needs planning?" I say and he shrugs with happiness. We both walk back into the house and I'm immediately relieved to see no sign of my family spying on us.

"I suggest we sit and watch a movie" I point to the TV. He nods and I sit down on the couch next to him. I turn on the TV looking for a good movie to watch.

"Ooo! Have you ever seen perks of being a wallflower?" He asks with excitement.

"No" I lie, I've seen it plenty of times but watching his excitement over it was adorable.

"Let's watch it!"

I search for it and find it, I put it on and put the TV plays but I can't even pay attention to the movie with the thought of what had just happened. He actually kissed me. Technically I kissed him but he went along with it.

I don't even know what we are. Are we just dating? Are we still friends? Boyfriends? Friends with benefits?

I decide to zone it out completely and just see what happens. Maybe he'll just spontaneously call me his boyfriend one day.

I feel him wrap his arm around me with the classic yawn and stretch. I snuggle my head into his chest and we continue to watch the movie.

I start to fall asleep when suddenly my father comes into the room. I jump up from Connor to cover up the fact we were just cuddling.