Past: Tronnor

Chapter 61

***Troye's P.O.V.***

Waking up to Connor is one of the best things in the world.

I get to hear his morning voice, and his hair is always a bit messy, and his eyes are still tired, but he always manages to smile at me no matter how groggy he may be.

"Good morning baby" I said, not realizing how sexual my voice had sounded.

Connor, noticing this, smirked.

"Well good morning to you too" he said putting his hand to my back and trailing it up my shirt before pulling my body closer to his so that he could kiss me.

I pulled away before it could get any more intimate.

"My family is home" I whispered to remind him.

"Right" he said in remembrance.

He then swung his legs and entire body round, so that his feet were placed on the wood floor surrounding my bed.

He sat, his arms propping him up. I lay on the other side of the bed, my arms behind my head.

"Sing something" he said.
"What, why?" I asked.

"Because, it would be a lovely start to the day, just do it." He said turning his head to look at me.

The way he looked at me. He really didn't have to say "I love you" to say "I love you."

"Well ok" I thought for a moment of what to sing. Then I thought why not what I just thought?

I started off the song that was to flow from the top of my head.

"You don't have to say I love you to say I love you" I paused thinking of the next lyric quickly, "forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons" I waited another moment to see his smile at the lyrics. I looked to see his shirt a blue sweater, and mine a red jacket. "We'll be making shades of purple out of red and blue" I stalled- not knowing what else to sing.

"It's beautiful" He said, saving me from having to think of any more lyrics on the spot.

"Thanks" I blushed a crimson red.

"Is it alright if I take a shower in your bathroom?" He asked pointing to the door.

"No, Go ahead" I said.

"Thanks," he turned to face the door, but paused for a moment. "Care to join me?"

I really wanted to, but I quickly decided against it, considering the rest of my family was in the house.

"Maybe another time" I said.

"suit yourself" With those words he opened the door and walked in.

I fell back onto my bed, still very exhausted from the lack of sleep I had gotten the previous night, even though I was tired when I had gone to bed, my thoughts weren't.

As I heard connor hum to himself from the bathroom, I managed to slink from the comfy furniture and drag myself to my desk, going to my laptop as a first resort.

I clicked around and things such as Twitter, tumblr, and then I went to my files.

I found one specific song, I had saved it I started writing it for Tyler, but I never finished it because soon enough the abuse started.

"We are runnin so fast
and we never look back
and whatever I lack
you make up.
We make a really good team
and though not everyone sees we got this crazy chemistry between us."