Maybe I'll do something reckless
Anything bad
Something to make me forget
All the sad thoughts I have
Maybe I'll get on my skateboard
Hope for a fall
Skin bleeds on the pavement
Just to forget it all
Maybe I'll have rough sex with someone I hate
Just to forget his tender touch
I hope it hurts me
Just enough to forget our love
Maybe I'll smoke some weed
Smoke filling my lungs
Hope it burns when I inhale
Hope it stings when I'm done
I don't want to feel joy
I just want to drown in the pain
That's all he left me with
I'll do anything for an escape
-LS
